“I know what you mean…” I replied bringing her down into another kiss also bringing back the passion given before…we were both on the same page with this one, both of us wanting this, being able to say everything through the kiss…I sat up with her straddling my waist and she pulled my shirt over my head then I pulled her shirt over her head soon after…running my hands down her arms then she broke the kiss once I reached the inside of her elbow where she had been badly bruised…she looked at me wanting to stop then she looked almost ashamed for what her arms looked like

“hey…” I said softly getting her attention and bringing her eyes to mine “…it’s ok…” I told her kissing her forearm then I brought her lips to mine again

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I woke up rolling over to find Spencer to wrap my arm around her again, but I couldn’t find her anywhere in my room…I got out of bed and wrapped a blanket around me then searched my apartment to find a cute blond in my kitchen…I went up to her and wrapped my arms around her waist kissing her neck and she leaned into me

“mmm spaghetio’s…such an amazing chef…” I said laughing at her a little

“I know…but if you think this is good you should taste me Eggo waffles…” she said making me laugh

“yeah isn’t you dad some big time chef?”

“yeah but I guess it never caught on…” she said making me smile yet again then she gave me a bowl filled with the little round noodles and orange sauce

“so…earlier…” I said bringing up our absolutely amazing 3 hours of well…you know.

“was amazing…” she said simply “…are you ok though?” she asked me

“I’m great…it’s just, I don’t want you to feel weird with you know…having all that happen with your best friend…”

“well…it’s kinda something I’ve been wanting to happen…” she said

“really? Since when?” I asked curious

“um…you mean when did I start to have feelings for you?”

“well yeah…”

“probably for a while now, but I really starting noticing them once I figured out you with the drugs…and I just couldn’t picture my life without you, so I figured that had to mean something more…you know?”