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    Journeys – Ch 11 – “And remember the truth that once was spoken…”

    Story written on February 2, 2006 by TMerlin.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=59383
    Author Notes:

    Bette and Tina find an ending and a beginning.

     

    BETTE-  “I should get those omelets started.”  (Tina tilts her head inquisitively.  ‘Did I say something wrong?’ she thought.  Bette taps Tina’s hand as she motions to disengage from their contact.)

     

    TINA-  “Bette”

     

    BETTE-  “Yes?”

     

    TINA-  (A little sarcastically)  “Can you forget the omelets for just a second?”

     

    BETTE- “I’m sorry.”  (Bette removes Tina’s hand, holds it with one hand and takes Tina’s other hand in her other.  She pulls Tina’s hands to her chest.)  “Tina, having sex won’t change anything, or it might change everything.”

     

    TINA-  “What does THAT mean?”

     

    BETTE-  “I don’t know.”  (Tina gives her a look of skepticism.  Bette searches her thoughts)  “Tina, I’ve had sex hundreds of times.  In the past long while, I’ve had innumerable sexual encounters.  In the past while, it became almost second nature.  I would do it, and while doing it, even though I couldn’t be any closer physically to the woman involved, I could also not be any farther awayfrom her and from myself, my feelings.  Whatever was going on inside me, the sex didn’t change a thing. 

     

    Then I met you.  The last thing I wanted to do was to touch you and yet the only thing I wanted to do was to be with you.  I was so scared that it would change nothing, that I would do to you what I did to those other women.  But I also feared it would be like nothing it has ever been beforethat being with you would be something I’ve never experienced, that it would be everything and change everything.  Tina, I don’t know what you expect, I don’t know what you’re looking for, I don’t know how it will affect us, I don’t know if it will change anything for you, I don’t know if it will even end up meaning anything to you”

     

    TINA-  “BetteBette” (She lifts her hands up to hold Bette’s face.)  “I don’t want to have sex with you.”  (Bette’s eyebrows raise and come together.)  “I don’t want to change you, I don’t want to change me or see if it changes anything or everything or nothingor whatever the hec you’re talking about.  I also don’t want to have sex with you.  I never have wanted thatnot with you.  And Bette, I’m not a virginI have had sex before, with a man.  You’re not going to break anythingI’m pretty toughat least I think I am!”  (She smiles)  “Bettewe have spent time together at least three times now, where we’ve gone on talking for hours.  I know what I see and I know what I feel when I see you and when I’m with you.  I don’t know exactly how to make love to you.  I’m afraid of not pleasing you, or maybe even making you laughbut that’s neither here nor there.  I don’t know if this doesn’t work out in the end, although right now I want it to work forever.  I don’t know if you’re just a really amazing woman who will only be in my life so that I can experience what I never have before and who will then walk off into the sunset never to be seen again- I don’t know what the future holds and I can’t belabor a future I know nothing about.  I don’t care about your cougar legend or all those women who have gone before me.  I don’t want to have sex with you.  Bette, I want to make loveI want you to touch me only if you want to make love to me.   I know that I’m falling in love with you and that’s all I know. 

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    3. Ah, here is the dream again, wonderful! I have to say that this story has a very nice flow. As I read, I feel as though I am walking on a beach…swaying in a breeze…which I love to do, so this is like a welcome respite. It is moody, yet very sweet. Better still, it is lithe and melodic as if set to a very fluid, graceful tempo. I note that you use musical terms like cadence…rhythm…refrain…lyric. Are you a musician by any chance?

    6. Speachless, awesome, breathtaking, sureal, Hot…. It is so amazing to read this story, Halfway thru I realized it’s PG13….it was hot like nc17….Thank you for not rushing this story, the detail is fun to read, your writing is captivating…pls continue…thankyou!!!!!

    9. OK, now you did it. You went a wrote the best, the slowest, the sexiest, most intense first time love scene this site has seen. Now you’ve set the standard. Others writers have written beautiful scenes as well, but what I really love about your story, the whole time, is that you took your time. Come on, you practically wrote a chapter on their first kiss! And it was great! Now another chapter on them simpling touch and finally making love. Very, Very well done. I don’t know if this is the end of the story, it almost sounded like it was, but I’d like to be selfish and say I’d love to read how you would describe what it feels like for Tina to make love to Bette for the first time-as only you can do.

    13. I just got all caught up I ADORE THIS STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love the dynamic between bette, tina i love this story plase post soon!!!!!!!!!!!

    15. That was truly the most beautiful chapter I have ever read. I cannot begin to find the words to express the beauty of this chapter. Simply amazing. The passion, intensity, and love clearly stated in the words was breath taking. I’m in awe. “And remember the truth that once was spoken…to love another person is to see the face of God.” Never was a truth so honestly stated. Bette’s dream was so significant to where she is emotionally. It symbolizes her seeing her past and putting it behind her, for her future is with Tina. Love is truly the greatest gift we are blessed to have. It isn’t something we can create, own, or disregard…it simply is. It is a powerful source that can give and take, but when it’s true it is a blessing. I cannot begin to thank you for such an amazingly beautiful chapter. I was deeply touched by it’s beauty. Love experienced for the first time is so overwhelming…it envelops you totally and completely. You become connected to the other person and it’s amazing. It’s…ahhh. It just is. ;-)

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