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    Is it Finally the End of the Road – Follow up Chapter 5

    Story written on July 19, 2011 by Seahurst.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=77882
    Author Notes:

    Still in the elevator, hanging by a few wires with no where to go…nothing but time on their hands. Yuck, sounds like the perfect time for some good ole fashion lesbian processing!!!!

    “T!” Bette again was stunned by Tina’s admissions.

    Tina held up her hand. “Please…let me get this out.”

    “Like I said, I think I was so embarrassed that I cared so much about what other’s perceptions were of me…of us, that I took the easy way out. I blamed you for everything. I blamed you for not making me feel safe because you were no longer my own personal ATM machine. I blamed you for making me feel undesirable…I blamed you for what other’s perceived Angie’s otherness to be.” Tina took a deep breath. “You didn’t have a chance Bette…I blamed you for everything.”

    “I was mortified that I was using LA society as my compass, but by that time I was so lost I felt it was the only compass I had, so instead of talking with you…really talking with you…instead of listening to my heart, I just kept on following the path of least resistance.”

    “How did that path lead you to Henry?” Bette asked, her pain evident.

    “I was so bent on conforming, that I not only dismissed the acceptance that you and I had already found among so many heterosexual people who are open hearted and fair minded, but I dismissed the love and acceptance we receive from an entire community of people…our community…just because I was afraid of not having enough…”

    Tina’s voice faded and the two women sat in silence for a moment, both absorbing the thoughts she had just shared.

    “Enough what?”

    Tina startled at the soft voice filled with pain and confusion.

    Tina eyes filled with tears. “Love… money…feeling desired.”

    “I loved and desired you Tina.” Bette said with an edge of anger in her voice. “I have always loved…have always desired you…even when I was so lost you were my life!”

    “I know that now Bette,” the sadness apparent in Tina’s voice. “But I couldn’t see it then.”

    Confused, Bette shook her head. “What do you mean you couldn’t see it?”

    “I mean my fears were blinding me to everything you were trying to give me…love, desire, family, safety…all the things I wanted. I was blaming you for everything and couldn’t see past that.”

    Tina shrugged her shoulders. “Believe me, when you are sitting in the middle of all that it’s an easy leap…at least in my mind it was…that if I wanted conformity, and couldn’t get there with you…then….”

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    3. I went online and my eyes grew wide when i saw a new post from you, i had to literally rubbed my eyes to make sure it was really you then a big smile broke my face :-D. Im really really happy to read a new chappy from my favorite writer/author and im soo gonna wait for your next post i just hope that it wont take another year for that lol!! Thank you for this fantastic story and PPVVVS:-)

    6. Yayayayay!! Soo glad you are back and blessing us all with your talent, imagination and wonderful stories. I too, am soo glad that the girls are talking to you again and that you can share their love with us. Thank you, thank you, thank you and PLEASE post more soon. We love you, Seahurst!!

    7. Yippy, Seahurst! What a treat to see your name beside a post! Not sure what you’re talking about with the chapter not making sense, but I would have loved to have seen a scene like this on the show. Perfectly written, as always, and you’ve written a number of things that I thought were f’ing hilarious. Hope to see your name again before another year has passed.

    12. I thought for sure my eyes were playing tricks on me or my browser has somehow cached an old copy of the site but I was so wrong and I am so glad! Welcome back. I am thrilled that Bette and Tina are talking to you again.

    13. Okay so why am I up at 5 o clock in morning reading your stories?? Cuz I’m freakin addicted that’s why! Don’t disappear continue! Continue! Your new fan: TB24

    14. Yahoo!! Happy dance! Thanks for coming back to continue this story. Please don’t go away for another year. :) I am on pins and needles waiting to see where you take B & T in this tale!

    19. Oh Seahurst — how wonderful to have you back writing again. I re-read your stories because they are so good and to have you continue this one is a real gift for all of us who treasure your writing talent. Thank you.

    22. :DI saw that Linbooks had posted and got a silly grin on my face. Thought I’d better scroll back and see who else I’d missed. And I am SO GLAD I did!!!! You got the girls out of the elevator!!! Yea Seahurst!!!! I offer you my humble attempt at “the famous Kennard double eyed all-knowing wink.” Post soon!

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