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Is it Finally the End of the Road – Follow up Chapter 5
“Henry could.” Bette whispered.
“Yeah,” Tina whispered back. “I convinced myself that living with a man would give me the normality, the safety I was aching for. I knew I was desirable to men. That part came easy. So, I convince myself that I could return the attraction men had for me. But, as soon as I got that in my head, my heart started fighting back. And once my head and heart began battling, I was so busy fighting myself I had nothing left for our relationship. I couldn’t accept or even see what you were trying to give…and I think at that point I didn’t want to.”
Tina locked eyes with Bette, hoping all the love…all the sincerity she felt was showing through. “Bette I hope that one day you will be able to forgive me for what I did to you…to us. I hope that one day you will forgive me for thinking even for a second that having a white daddy would help Angelica understand herself…where she came from…the love that was behind the decision to choose the donor we did. For thinking that living in suburbia, away from the very people who loved her unconditionally would give her the sense of safety, of pride, or of self confidence she has every right to feel.”
Tears filled Tina’s eyes. “I broke apart our family so Angie and I could feel ‘normal’, when it’s your exquisite uniqueness…the uniqueness of our love…and the uniqueness of our daughter that I love so much! I broke apart our family so Angie could feel ‘normal’, yet tried to take her away from the one person who could help her achieve that! How idiotic was that?!”
There were so many thoughts and feelings coursing through Bette. She had moved on with her life…she had a great relationship with Angie…she had surprised herself by the fulfillment she received working in the appraisals and acquisitions department at Citibank…she was in awe of the baby growing inside her…but her heart would always belong to Tina. It pained her to hear how much Tina had gone through…it pained her that she hadn’t been able to help Tina find her way when she needed Bette the most.
Bette scrunched up her nose. “I hate the word ‘normal.’
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Thank you welcome home
I just read the whole thing. It’s great. PPS!
I went online and my eyes grew wide when i saw a new post from you, i had to literally rubbed my eyes to make sure it was really you then a big smile broke my face :-D. Im really really happy to read a new chappy from my favorite writer/author and im soo gonna wait for your next post i just hope that it wont take another year for that lol!! Thank you for this fantastic story and PPVVVS:-)
I’ve missed you, Sea! This was a great update. PPS
So glad you’re back! Gotta go and read the first four chapters now…
Yayayayay!! Soo glad you are back and blessing us all with your talent, imagination and wonderful stories. I too, am soo glad that the girls are talking to you again and that you can share their love with us. Thank you, thank you, thank you and PLEASE post more soon. We love you, Seahurst!!
Yippy, Seahurst! What a treat to see your name beside a post! Not sure what you’re talking about with the chapter not making sense, but I would have loved to have seen a scene like this on the show. Perfectly written, as always, and you’ve written a number of things that I thought were f’ing hilarious. Hope to see your name again before another year has passed.
I looooove this story. I’m so glad you’re back.
i can’t believe you’re back…can’t stop smiling…
I´m not gonna be able to get my arms back down anytime soon – you´re back!!
I have so missed this story. Thank you for posting. Please post soon. Thank you.
I thought for sure my eyes were playing tricks on me or my browser has somehow cached an old copy of the site but I was so wrong and I am so glad! Welcome back. I am thrilled that Bette and Tina are talking to you again.
Okay so why am I up at 5 o clock in morning reading your stories?? Cuz I’m freakin addicted that’s why! Don’t disappear continue! Continue! Your new fan: TB24
Yahoo!! Happy dance! Thanks for coming back to continue this story. Please don’t go away for another year. :) I am on pins and needles waiting to see where you take B & T in this tale!
Im soooo happy that your back, and your still a great writer.pps
A huuuuge welcome back – now don’t stay away for another year – let’s get cracking on this story please!
Wonderful update, so glad you are back. PPS
I`m sooo glad,you are back.Great update,please continue writing.
Oh Seahurst — how wonderful to have you back writing again. I re-read your stories because they are so good and to have you continue this one is a real gift for all of us who treasure your writing talent. Thank you.
OMG, welcome back! Please please post soon!
so happy to see you back seahurst,now please get our girls back together where they belong…..x
:DI saw that Linbooks had posted and got a silly grin on my face. Thought I’d better scroll back and see who else I’d missed. And I am SO GLAD I did!!!! You got the girls out of the elevator!!! Yea Seahurst!!!! I offer you my humble attempt at “the famous Kennard double eyed all-knowing wink.” Post soon!
I’m very glad that you decided to continue this story line. Look forward to reading more.
Please please continue to update this story, it’s a great story & I’m sad that you stopped here.
Please continue with this story it is so enjoyable! Think of the fun you could write with Bette pregnant and back with Tina!
I second SassyGran – would love to see you continue this.
Well now isnt this rich, i would love to read that dinner and pool chapter please follow up just a lil more…please Sea!