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    The Story of Us – (Chapter: 4: Kiss the Ones You Love Goodnight (Pt. I))

    Spencer stood staring at her, silently begging her to say something. She finally turned away, lowering the suitcase to the floor. Spencer reached for Ashley’s hand, uncurling her wife’s fist. She pressed her palm to Ashley’s before closing her wife’s fingers again. Opening the front door, Spencer looked at Ashley one more time silently begging her to stop this. Chest constricting, Ashley watched as her wife’s face crumbled. Walking out, Spencer closed the door softly behind her. The doorframe dug painfully into Ashley’s back as her body slid down, collapsing heavily onto the floor. She opened her hand, staring at the small golden circle. Her mouth suddenly able to form words, Ashley screamed.

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    I know life is uncertain
    Things don’t turn out like we plan
    And I want to do something
    I’m not sure if I can

    Ashley felt her body move as someone ran past her pushing her against the table. Pressing her head back against her wife’s neck, Ashley sniffed deeply letting Spencer’s scent surround her. I’ll do whatever you want. I’m sorry for everything I’ve done. Please, don’t do this…please don’t take her away. I can’t…wasn’t one enough? Pulling her wife’s limp arm around her neck, Ashley burrowed against her warm body, “Please baby, please Spence, I need you so much, you can’t leave me here…I’ll die without you.”

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    “Good morning.” Spencer shrugged, pouring herself a cup of coffee, “If you say so.” She sat down at the table across from her mother, taking a small careful sip. Paula examined her daughter closely taking note of the black circles under her eyes, the looseness of her clothes, the pale band of skin around her empty ring finger, “How did you sleep last night?” Rubbing her eyes tiredly, Spencer responded, “Not so good…I’m not used to sleeping al…Look I spoke with Dad, I’m gonna take some time off from the center.” Paula walked over to the sink, her back to her daughter. She started to wash her cup, “Honey, you’ve been here for almost two weeks now…you know Ben and I welcome you to stay as long as you need to, but we just want to know that you’re okay.” Spencer stared at her mother, her eyes focused on the flowery pattern of her scrubs.

    Comments

    1. Baby, as I already told you, your writing is just incrediable. You truly have me wrapped around the characters and feel I am standing right there observing the whole thing. You truly write with such emotions and so much heart. I love every word and look forward to all that you write in the future. As always baby, you ROCK my world!!! Love ya! T

    2. I really LOVe and enjoy this story. I am sooo gald that you finally posted a chapter. I can’t wait to read the next one when you post it. I just hope that Spencer will have a safe delievery and I am sooo glad that Ashley and Spencer will be having a baby.

    3. This is amazing. i don’t know how the hell I ever missed it. Not only are you the most amazing writer, you’re a Fiona Apple fan, Your after my own heart i swear. That was so amazing and touching. It’s a beautiful, beautiful story. You’re amazing.

    4. Baby, as I already told you, your writing is just incrediable. You truly have me wrapped around the characters and feel I am standing right there observing the whole thing. You truly write with such emotions and so much heart. I love every word and look forward to all that you write in the future. As always baby, you ROCK my world!!! Love ya! T

    5. I really LOVe and enjoy this story. I am sooo gald that you finally posted a chapter. I can’t wait to read the next one when you post it. I just hope that Spencer will have a safe delievery and I am sooo glad that Ashley and Spencer will be having a baby.

    6. This is amazing. i don’t know how the hell I ever missed it. Not only are you the most amazing writer, you’re a Fiona Apple fan, Your after my own heart i swear. That was so amazing and touching. It’s a beautiful, beautiful story. You’re amazing.

    7. “Yeah, I like to think that there’s this guy up there nudging me along, keeping me out of the way of speeding buses and all, but sometimes I feel like he’s up there giving people life wedgies.” I love Tristan!! The beginning was intense, poor Aiden…oh well…bring on the baby!!

    8. “Yeah, I like to think that there’s this guy up there nudging me along, keeping me out of the way of speeding buses and all, but sometimes I feel like he’s up there giving people life wedgies.” I love Tristan!! The beginning was intense, poor Aiden…oh well…bring on the baby!!

    9. Wow. Your story is getting better and better. I will be waiting exciting for the next chapter to come. I love your writing. Your writing is filled with so much excitment. Your storys always make me want more storys to come.

    10. Wow. Your story is getting better and better. I will be waiting exciting for the next chapter to come. I love your writing. Your writing is filled with so much excitment. Your storys always make me want more storys to come.

    11. Of course I was so excited to take in every word….however I am starting to get nervous about the outcome of this story…not sure if Spencer will make it. Time will tell :)

    12. Of course I was so excited to take in every word….however I am starting to get nervous about the outcome of this story…not sure if Spencer will make it. Time will tell :)

    13. Your writing is absofuckinglutely incredible! And I’m going to give you a high-5 for sharing something that has gone through my mind on several occasions: Why doesn’t Fiona Apple have a bigger following? Please post soon, Trsim.

    14. Your writing is absofuckinglutely incredible! And I’m going to give you a high-5 for sharing something that has gone through my mind on several occasions: Why doesn’t Fiona Apple have a bigger following? Please post soon, Trsim.

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