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I thought we could spend the evening together… PT28
Tina thought of Bette’s words of being afraid of sharing Tina when they started their family, it wasn’t until this moment, when Tina held her love in her arms that the statement Bette had made held any significance, how would they cope with a baby, emotionally, would they still have time for each other, would their love for each other dissipate because of lavishing so much love on a baby, was their enough love to go around for them all, would she still love Bette this much when she carried their child, when her focus would be on the baby, what if she couldn’t have a child, would Bette still love her if she couldn’t have their baby.
Her eyes suddenly opened as her mind turned over the thoughts of maybe she wouldn’t be able to get pregnant, there was no telling, who knew whether she could carry full term, what if she lost their child, how she would cope with not being able to give Bette a child. Thoughts of their afternoon at the beach invaded her mind, the pictures of Bette and Emily sat on the blanket, heads together, deep in conversation and the look of adoration on the child’s face as she looked into Bette’s eyes, and the returning gaze that said so much from Bette. She was going to make a great mother; Tina smiled as she remembered Bette’s words of how their child was going to be the best and how she was going to build the biggest and best sandcastle on the beach.
Tina came to the conclusion that her love ran so deep that words were impossible to formulate as a reasonable choice to explain the abyss that was, ‘being in love with Bette Porter’, it knew no bounds, it was all consuming, it took over her life when she first laid eyes on her and only grew in magnitude, her conclusion was that she was also afraid. Afraid of sharing Bette. She selfishly didn’t want Bette to love anyone else as much as she loved her, she didn’t want someone else being the centre of Bette’s world, she wanted Bette to herself, was there room for anyone else?
Tina remembered the photograph that Bette had arranged to be taken of them in the foyer, her heart had skipped a beat when she saw the image, her mouth went dry and she had difficulty swallowing, seeing the love emanating between them was so intense it brought her emotions to the surface. She knew that the photo would take centre stage on their mantel, it would hold so many significant memories of the last few days and the final thought as she had looked at the picture was that ‘we got through it, we made it through to the other side’.
Tina brought her lips to the warm flesh of Bette’s shoulder, her voice quietly uttering her previous thoughts, "we made it baby, we got through it…"
"Mmmm" came the muffled reply.
Tina pulled their bodies closer, her lips continuing to graze the glowing body in front of her as her own body began the familiar movements behind. The sensations of being deeply in love overtaking her, her mind had been busy, now it was the turn of her body to confirm just how much she was in love.
"Do you know how much I love you baby…?" Tina whispered into the ear of the stirring form in front of her.
"To the moon and back…?" came the mumble.
"Oh no baby, not even close…"
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(4 votes, average: 4.25 out of 5)
I used to think that your words left me speechless….they dont….they just havnt been thought of yet!…..I dont know how it could be possible to feel a warmer glow than to read this….what a truly amazing,talented, natural writter you are….x
And i get to say it first….doing my happy dance!…lol…
Welcome back, Jobadge. Sorry you were ill, but you seem to have recovered. What a nice environment in which to wake up. I should be so lucky.
Beautiful, abosultley beautiful! You have a way with words. Romantic, erotic,sensual,sexy,sweet…all of these feelings are conveyed at once. It makes you feel so good inside! I am so glad you are back and feeling better I hope. Anxioulsy awaiting another chapter! Once again, great job! I say it again you make me like tina again… and then i read lastkid’s story and I can’t stand her!lol
I Can’t believe you left them tied up all this time!!!
Just totally wonderful. I am so sorry to hear you’ve been ill. It certainly hasn’t dimmed your talent any. Your writing is breathtaking. Thank you for sharing it with us. Now you make sure you get lots of rest and write us another wonderful chapter!
Great to have you back! I really love this story and hope we’ll see more soon!
WAY TOO SHORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rating disabled ?? i’d give you 20 out of 10 for that one Jo. Brilliant to have you back and a lovely chapter to return with . i hav esaid it before but you are my fav writer on the board as well as being one of the best people i have had the pleasure of knowing — one page ??? TOO SHORT snigger
PERFECT!
WOW! Thats all I can say! WOW! oh and what a beautiful chapter to this lovely story of B and T! Thanks.
That was really fantastic! I love your stories you write so beautifully and I can’t wait for the next part!
Jobadge I’ve been thinking about you. So glad to get this chapter – and what a perfect one pager it was! Paitiently waiting til next time!
Ahhhh..what can i say, perfection. Tina’s completely in love with that woman, she finally realized how wonderful bette truly is. I lOve this story. No fights,no work, no interruptions, just bette ant Tina. GOOd JOB.
You have been sorely missed. You have not missed a beat with this chapter. Sometimes one’s mind can bring back all that lovely feeling. To know that you are loved so much by another can send one back into orbit. Thanks for the update and again welcome back.
Jobadge this was an absolutely beautiful chapter and reading Tina’s musings while holding Bette in her arms and seeing how very much she loves her. It was just quietly sensuous and quite wonderful, really. Thanks for this chapter and this story. Love it.
wonderful, welcome back! this was so touching! of course they have space for one more!
beautiful…i hope their love will always be this way: romantic, intense, amazing
you are something else….damn that was beautifule! Thank you so much…
That was – simply wonderful! Glad you are better.
A lovely, romantic chapter. It also served as a reminder to other events in your last posts, and how everything was connected. Touching and well written! Thanks for writing.
Jo, that was phenomenal. This is what we all desire–to have a love like that. Thank you!
Hey Jo I can see you’ve made a compromise – Tinas wonderful thoughts now and then some NC-17, ok with me :o)) I loved the thoughts about sweet little Emily, great idea LMAO!!! I’m half way through the other story, I’ll let you know what I think tomorrow. Have a great Sunday mate
Wonderful, loved every word of it. Thansk for posting soon.
sweet!!!!!!!!!!! make the post longer
Beautiful writing, jo. Can’t wait for the next update.
Wow this is amazing!