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    A Life I Never Meant Chapter Seventeen

    Story written on July 12, 2006 by citygirl75.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=61666
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    “I miss her already.” – Bette Porter.

    I’m not sure how long I sit there but suddenly I can hear movement out in the hallway. This must mean that James has come in and will soon be in here with a morning cup of coffee in her hand. The thought of seeing anyone, right now, fills me with dread so I get up to find out where, specifically, he is. As I stand in the door way I can see him at the coffee machine, fortunately he has his back to me.

    “James, I need to make some phone calls so you can hold off on the coffee for a while.” I say, trying to keep my voice from cracking.

    “OK, just let me know when you want anything.” he replies, not turning around.

    As I retreat back into my office I shut the door and lock it behind me. Before I move any further I lean against the door trying to gather the strength to call Kit. I know that as soon as I tell someone else then it will become real and I will have to start to process the knowledge that Shane is no longer alive, and any chance that I get to put that off for a few more minutes I am determined to take advantage of. Eventually, when there seems to be no more procrastinating to be done I push myself off of the door and take a seat behind my desk. As I pick up the phone to call my sister I think about how I am going to tell her.

    “Hey Bette, what’s up?”

    “Kit, I’m sorry to call so early but I need to talk to you about something. Something important.” I say, trying to postpone the inevitable.

    “Bette, what’s wrong? I know something’s wrong.”

    “Yeah, something’s very wrong. A doctor from the hospital called me this morning, it’s Shane, she…there were some complications.”

    “What kind of complications? Is she alright?” asks Kit, now slightly frantic.

    “No, she’s not OK Kit. The doctors, they did everything that they could but they weren’t able to….Kit, she died, a blood clot…”

    There is silence coming from the other end of the phone and I know that Kit is going through all the same emotions that I did when I was first told. Disbelief followed by complete and utter denial.

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    2. OMG! No, no, no, no! You can`t let Shane die… my god, I read the docter part about 20 times and then still couldn`t believe that this was happening! It was an awesome chapter though, really liked it … and it was definitely the first story there were tears formed in my eyes ;_; Please update soon!

    3. That came out of left field in fact it come from another planet!!! Totally not expecting that! Okay I’m now taking what ever I thought was going to happen and throwing it out of my head! My mind is now clear ready for whatever you throw at us! Post soon!

    7. Yeah, I definitely didn’t see that coming. Amazing, as always, Citygirl. Memo to self: crying at work is completely inappropriate. So, no matter how tempting it is to read fanfic on the job, sometimes it’ll have to wait until you get home. Please, please, please post soon!

    8. wasn’t expecting this at all, is it possibly a mistake and someone else died with the same name? holy cow…i’m still trying to comprehend this

    9. WOW! I certainly was bushwhacked by that development. I don’t want B & T to reunite b/c Tina feels sorry for Bette but b/c she realizes how much she still loves her.

    10. Well that’s life, ever-changing and unpredictable. You’ve captured it well, let them not waist any more precious time, resolution is overdue for them and death definitely gives a kick in the pant.

    11. You lulled me into forgeting the foreshadowing of Shane’s death earlier in the story. This was a really sad chapter. I hate to say it as a die hard Tibetter, but it really puts things into perspective (still want them together tho’ :)). Great, sad, gut-wrenching chapter.

    12. Lamentamini…my hand is raised..Citygirl got us good. I have all ready been crying all day..didn’t need this. It was a great chapter as usual..just the wrong day for me. thanks and please post soon.

    13. Totally unexpected but at the same time it should have been expected. The previous chapter was almost a precursor to this utterly devastating chapter. Damn, Shane’s dead? The entire build up has made this all the more heartbreaking. Alice will be ripped to pieces first Dana and now Shane. You have truly taken on a monumental task with this story; so many layers and feelings. Wonderful stuff city….wonderful

    15. omfg, WTF, what a bummer, is this for real? is this some sick joke? all my initial reactions, not Shane, there is no Bette story without Shane…..omg, omfg….I dunno about this s/l…..it’s too much for me, like it’s real not just a story cuz I love Shane and Bette and Shane’s relationship more than I love Bette and Tina’s even tho I want them 2gether; I just always loved me some Shane and Bette, they were just always there for each other; omfg, you’ve put me in a spin!!!!!!

    20. OhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygodOhmygod. I totally undersand why Shane is dead. It take for us human beens this kind of events to take drastic measures abput our lives and what we want form our life. Excellent chapter, as always. a loyal fan.

    21. I think we were all blindsided by this turn of events. So sad if this is the pivotal point in bringing about B&T’s long awaited talk. Regrets, regrets and more regrets!! Will something good come out of this? I guess I’ll just have to wait. Please post again soon!!!

    23. Talk about having the wind knocked out of you. Bette and Shane helped each other through probably the toughest time in the lives. They became the inseperable duo of heart ache. Now part of the duo is gone. Shane would have given anything for Bette and Tina to sit down and talk. She knew that both of them still loved the other. What nobody knew was that Shane would give the ultimate sacrifice for them to have that one more chance of getting their love back. It is up to them now.

    24. Citygirl! You made me cry and that is so not cool. Oh my god this was touching! I read this whole story with my mouth open like ‘did i just read what I thought I read’ your writing brings out so many emotions…you’re good. Can’t wait for Tina & Alice’s reactions.

    25. ok….it was just a dream right? You can’t take another favorite character away from us!!!! Alright, I’m calming down because it’s just a DREAM!!!!!!!!!

    29. I definitely didn’t consider Shane’s death when I read the summary. Okay show of hands. How many people thought the summary was in reference to missing Tina? Or heck even Alice. *raises hand*

    30. CG, What a stormer that was! Talk about pulling the rug from your readers. I am completely gutted that Shane died. Can’t say you didn’t keep it real though. It was brilliant to see Kit be there for Bette and help each other begin the grieving process. That was an explosive way to bring Bette and Tina back in the same city. It will give them reason to evaluate their lives and realize what is important and wh they most desire. This is going to be so sad. Thank you for this tumultuous tale. Your Loyal Fan.

    33. Crap! Didn’t see that. I was duped – Thought she was talking about T. This will get them to talk I guess. Not a happy wizard right now, but I do still love this story.

    34. i really didn’t expected that at all ! Well, this is the end of a period of time, maybe the beginning of something new ? Too bad Shane left though…Will Bette be able to move on ? Hope so !! Great Great story !

    39. oh gutwrenching! great chapter tho!! have i mentioned lately how much i love your story?!?! well…i love it! and needless to say i can’t wait to read more! =)

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