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Love Trumps Fear, Every Time – (Chapter: 5)
"That‘s when my heart began to break and I told her, “We can be together. We don’t have to do what our parents want. It’s about me and you. Me and you!” I was crying so much. And then she said the worst, “Paula, they won’t let us be together. My mom is going to send me away. She says that you have been a bad influence on me. And that being away from you will change me. But I can never be away from you.. My baby…my love…my soul mate”. I was crying so hard in her arms . “Why does it have to be this way? I love you Spencer. I love you.”
Paula paused to look at her daughter to make sure that this wasn’t too much. Noticing her intently listening she continued, “She placed her finger under my chin and lifted my head up to look into her eyes and said “We will always be” and then she pressed her lips against me pulling me into her so tightly. And then we could hear someone shouting, “Hey, what’s going on out there?” It was my father staring at us out of the window. At that, she began to step back trailing her hands down my arm to my elbow to my hand. I tried to hang on as long as I could squeezing her hands and fingers, but then she slowly pulled our hands apart and she stepped further away until I couldn‘t see her anymore.
Spencer’s tears were falling, “Oh my god, mom…I..”
Paula continued, “I know…the next day. My mother got a phone call that Spencer had killed herself and left her last note to me. It said. “We will always be.” Paula began crying hysterically at the thought, “They wouldn’t… even…let… me …go…to the …funeral. I never got to say goodbye. They had me on suicide watch for so long. I was so broken and then so angry and then I began to hate anything that reminded me of her. I buried myself in my religion, my school work, and after a while it didn’t hurt anymore. And shortly I met your Dad and he was as loving then as he is today. And here we are…”
Spencer moved in closer to hug her mom. “So if you didn’t want to be reminded of her, why did you name me after her?
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Wow that was very touching chapter. Had me in tears when paula was telling spencer about her and spencer. I cant belive after all what she told spencer she still doesnt want them together.PMS
Gosh, how can Paula be so touching and hypocritical at the same time…geez. You’d think she’d realize that she’s doing to Spencer what her parents did to her. By doing that she’s just pushing Spencer away…aiyah, parents…I don’t get them.
wow almost had me tears. this was amazing chapter, PMS
OMGGG. that was…. jus brillant. like im soo speechless, that was like one of the best chapters ive read.
Holy JESUS! How can Paula be such a jerk? Update so I can try to figure out why. Grr… she makes me so mad. PMS. xoxo Love.
Wow that was very touching chapter. Had me in tears when paula was telling spencer about her and spencer. I cant belive after all what she told spencer she still doesnt want them together.PMS
Gosh, how can Paula be so touching and hypocritical at the same time…geez. You’d think she’d realize that she’s doing to Spencer what her parents did to her. By doing that she’s just pushing Spencer away…aiyah, parents…I don’t get them.
wow almost had me tears. this was amazing chapter, PMS
OMGGG. that was…. jus brillant. like im soo speechless, that was like one of the best chapters ive read.
Holy JESUS! How can Paula be such a jerk? Update so I can try to figure out why. Grr… she makes me so mad. PMS. xoxo Love.
Wow great chapter! How can paula go from that intense understanding person back to her normal self in a split second? Update soon!
Wow great chapter! How can paula go from that intense understanding person back to her normal self in a split second? Update soon!
Oh holy…here I am sick balling over this chapter! I mean you brought tears to my eyes it was just so…and then at the end when she said that she and Ashley would always be. This was, that was…and you actually made me like Paula for a minute there! No ones ever made me like her if their fics…ugh and in a way I can understand why she’s doing what she’s doing. But then again she’s doing exactly what her parents did to her and look at what happened there! ARGH…you totally rule! Keep writing, and I’ll keep reading.
Oh holy…here I am sick balling over this chapter! I mean you brought tears to my eyes it was just so…and then at the end when she said that she and Ashley would always be. This was, that was…and you actually made me like Paula for a minute there! No ones ever made me like her if their fics…ugh and in a way I can understand why she’s doing what she’s doing. But then again she’s doing exactly what her parents did to her and look at what happened there! ARGH…you totally rule! Keep writing, and I’ll keep reading.