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    Kardia Mou – (Chapter: Ch. 3: Correspondence from Abroad – Excerpts)

    Story written on October 27, 2008 by inlove15.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=19642
    Author Notes:

    Home is where Spencer is.

    I would even settle for some ice cream followed by a walk home through the rain while you hold my hand. (one of my favorite memories of us)

    I don’t think I ever will be what is needed of me. This seems to be the summation of my life. A constant failure to live up to what I want to be able to be or do for other people. A misplaced, lost and wandering, idealistic, realistic, pessimistic jumble of a shadow of a person.  My home is not a place, but rather it currently consists of people…and I miss home.

     

    Spencer:            Okay first of all… that was deep. :)

    Second of all.. I could use one of those as well. I’m feeling down today man.. lol.

    Thirdly, you are being dramatic and you need to stop hating on yourself. You KNOW you’re smart. You KNOW you’re talented. You KNOW you are a good person. You can only do so much for people Ash, then they have to do the rest.  I’m assuming this is all referencing your travel companions who are having problems… I know you want to be there for them, but sometimes people just need to help themselves. Maybe this isn’t true in your situation, maybe life has dealt them a shitty hand, but that’s not your responsibility, and DON’T LET IT IMPEDE YOUR EXPERIENCE ABROAD!

    I feel like, or better I know, you’re homesick, but remember that the grass always looks greener on the other side. Please please please enjoy yourself now that you’ve escaped this home for awhile. Maybe you just need to take a day for yourself, and explore the city or experience something on your own. Pretend I’m with you! :)

    Okay that’s Spencer’s advice from afar.

    I love you.

    kisses.

     

    I knew she was right so I took her advice and tried to enjoy my time abroad.  I made an effort to stay out of everyone else’s drama and just have a good time.  I tried to let go of home a little bit more too.  All of this meant that I was having a blast abroad, but it also meant that I was talking to Spencer way less than I had been for the first few months.  I still called her most Friday nights when I could.  I just needed to hear her voice every once in awhile.  I needed to hear that laugh, or the way her smile sounded when she answered my call. 

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    2. I’m making a guess here… Ashley’s gunna come home spill her guts to Spencer, then Spencer won’t know how to react cause she’s seeing this boy (blah whatever) and then things will get confusing for her, Ash will feel heart broken cause Spence will now be the one leaving and it will be weird. And then.. drama-rama-rama! Haha Am i right? I’m right huh? I’m jk jk. But really this story rocks, I love your writting and I can’t wait to see what happens with these two. Pms =]

    3. That was wonderful. Being the hopeless romantic that I am, I pray that Ashley and Spencer wind up together once she returns. However, this story has the essence of a tragic love story. I feel as though my heart shall break for them, please prove me wrong. Amazing update. PMASAP!!!

    4. I also think that Ash is going to pour her heart out and I really want to see them together but I don’t think Spence will be ready for it so she’ll shut Ash out and then comes more and more drama! ugh with the drama! just kidding, makes for a great read. Love Love Love this story, you have no idea. Seriously, did a happy dance when I saw this post was up =) please pms!!

    5. okay she cant do that first thing that will ruin it she has to plan very carefully lol :) i loved it though espesialy the e-mails (ur a facebook fan huh lol) im more e-mail lol pms please it was great so was the last post i just didnt get to comment :)

    8. Well that was just great :-) Nice meaty chapter so thanks…Very sweet and I gotta say I LOVE Facebook I’ve recently found one of my all time best friends I lost touch with, never really got into the MySpace thing…Sorry I digress…Back to the story! I anticipate some drama coming up, things never run smoothly in Spashley land do they?…Ummm does Ash confess, get rejected, randomly hook up and get caught by Spencer who is coming round to say she feels the same?? Too involved?..How about Ash says nothing, Spencer finds a man on her internship, Ash wallows until Spahleyness eventually ensues?? Or…I know, I know, I’m rambling…but this is good…Ash says nothing but Spenceer hooks up with an Ashley look-a-like whilst on her internship and Ash wishes she’d said something before!?! Can I at least have points for effort ?!? :0)

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