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Everything Changes After Spending 7 Months Apart – (Chapter: You've got me going back and forth like a ping pong ball!)
I’m waiting for what seems like hours before I get another response. “You’re not alone, baby. You have me. I love you so much that it isn’t even funny! You’re not single Spencer, you’re my Spencer.”
I smile the largest smile that my skin allows. I am borderline pulling a Joker smile. Finally, after all these years of trying, we are finally a ‘we’! My heart thumps and pumps and jumps in every direction as several parts of me tingle a numb sort of feeling. My mind is singing into a microphone on a stage in front of millions of people. Unfortunately, my mind hands the microphone to the voice.
Would you calm the fuck down? She doesn’t mean you two are official. She only means that she loves you and wants to be with you, but I think we all know that’s never going to happen. She has the feelings for you that a girlfriend would, but that doesn’t make her your girlfriend.
Happiness ruined. Way to go voice, I officially hate you. But I suppose the voice is right. That doesn’t really mean that we are official. I got my hopes up too soon. But even though we aren’t official, I am still happy that she called me hers.
We continue talking pointlessly, conversation going in a thousand directions. I want to ask her so badly, ‘are we unofficially official or officially unofficial?’
Yes they have different meaning. If we are unofficially official, then we are in a relationship – an open relationship, but a relationship nonetheless. We also wouldn’t have the official title. But I could handle that. It would be the closest to being your girlfriend that I had ever been. But if we are officially unofficial, well then that means we are far from being together.
But I never ask. I can never get the balls to ask you. But I do start to wonder. When Ashley spends the night, how am I supposed to handle the temptation?
Handle it the way you have always handled it! Get on your knees and lick her like an ice cream cone!
I can’t, I made a promise that I wouldn’t let us get past kissing. I know that if our kissing gets heated, though, that I won’t be able to stop. Given the chance, I would fall into temptation.
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first off, I applaud you for writing about what’s going on with your situation right now. second, I’m truly enjoying this. I can understand a lot of what you’re going through, as I’m sure a lot of us on here can. I can especially relate to the ‘voice’. there’s no getting rid of it! I’ll be keeping an eye out for future updates, that’s for sure. and I wish you luck!