“Shane” WHAT DO I DO!!!!

“…yea?” I said turning the curtains a little to the side, so I could see her. She’s crying and trembling. “Carmen are you ok?” then she falls down crying uncontrollably. I get off the shower, put a towel around me and I go to her “it’s ok…. It’s ok come down…”

“I’m sorry” she said out of breath but still crying. I rap my arms around her and pull her towards me.

“You don’t have to be sorry about anything ok…. “ after 5 minutes she started calming down. She pulls a little off me and looks directly at my eyes.

“Help me?” I don’t know what to say… I’ve have never been asked to help someone in my entire life…  let alone wanted to help someone…. But she is different… When she looks at me, like right now…. Its like…. Like she knows I can help her… maybe that’s why she was always looking at me in the weird way…. Looking for help…. Maybe she found what she was looking for….  Or maybe I think toooooo much. I put my hands on her face looking at her letting her know that I’m right there with her… that I want to help, that I do care.

“I can help you” then she kissed me. Slow… really slow, but in a good way. It was the kind of kiss that leaves a message. Then she got on top of me. Did I mention we are in the floor of my bathroom? yea…. Anyways her hands go to my back letting go of the towel. I feel tears dropping in my face… she’s crying. I stopped her but she doesn’t wan to stop.

“What’s wrong?” I said that getting a hold of her face making her stop but it only gets worst. She starts crying again and gets off of me

“I’m sorry this was a mistake” she started walking out but I grab her by the arm

“Stop it… stop running away…. Tell me what’s wrong, I wan to help you”

“You cant!” she gets her hand loose and went for the door

“I did last time…. You could have died” she stopped and turns around to look at me