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    To Live Again, To Love Again Chapter 15

    Tina:  “Well I am more assertive than I was, and you aren’t the only one that has been in therapy, I’ve had plenty.  The first two years you were gone it saved me.  I found me again, I’m much less serious, more assertive and I can be down right aggressive.”

    Bette laughed.

    Bette:  “I hope I will see that side of the new you..soon.”

    Tina laughed this time. 

    Tina:  “You will, we have to get you healed first.  Good things come to those who wait.”

    Bette:  “You are still a tease; you are going to make me suffer aren’t you?”

    Tina:  “Oh yeah, just like the first time.”

     

    They got into talking and walking down memory lane.  Remembering the first courtship.  Tina being straight and Bette being so sweet and thoughtful of her feelings.  They talked of escapades they had gotten into with the “gang”.  Soon Bette was starting to get uncomfortable and the pain was getting to her.

    Tina:  “Let me get you your pills and let’s get you into bed so you can rest for awhile.”

    Bette:  “Yeah, I’m sorry but I am really starting to hurt.”

    They made their way to the bedroom.  Tina gave her the pain pill and water.

    Bette lay back on the bed and Tina sat beside her.

     

    Bette:  “You can lay beside me if you want?”

    Tina:  “I’m going to go make some calls and clean up the kitchen. I’ll be here if you need me just call out and I’ll come running.”

    Bette:  “Can you stay with me until I fall asleep?”

    Tina:  “Yes baby I will.”

     

     She stroke her cheek and her hair, it always relaxed Bette when she did that.  With in minutes Bette was asleep.  Tina kissed her forehead and went out to the kitchen.

    She called the grocery and gave them a list of things to deliver.  She called her assistant Jaime and checked on things at the office.  She called Alice and gave her a list of books and magazines and asks her to bring them over when she had time.

     

    The phone was ringing every time she put it down.  First was Kit checking on Bette, then the gang called one by one.  Sawyer called and Tina ask her to join them for dinner that night.  She wanted to thank her again for saving Bette.

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    Comments

    1. Certainly hope that Bette and Claire will NOT give Tina anything to be jealous of. Bette never seems to relize that her actions sometimes makes Tina jealous of the other woman. Leave them in peace and together, please. Let Claire see that her affections are not needed by Bette.

    2. I think there is a song that says GIVE ME A KISS TO BUILD A DREAM ,WE WILL MAKE TIS MOMENT REAL Sound good to me. Hope Tina doesnt be come jealous of Clair, nor the other way around.. thanks

    3. well i see FERGZ who never emails me and BETTY, hi. and LUSH, hows it going girl. i see were here for our goldfish fix.

      goldfish – what fun this was. love the trip down memory lane and them being together. claire, you know what bette has always wanted. step off bitch. heehee. tina knows how to take of whats hers. the kiss was devine. thanks.

    4. oooooohhhhh….I smell some drama and I say Bring ir on!!! I was wondering where you have been I was missing this story. another great chpater!! Please post soon!!

    5. This was so nice, Tina taking care of Bette. The kissing, the sitting between Tina’s legs, discussing the past, slowly heading towards the future. Claire’s coming. Somehow I don’t think we need to worry, she knows how Bette feels about Tina, and the new and improved Tina, I got a feeling she’ll be playing for keeps.

    6. love this story…Claire coming to town??? Sounds like someone for Sawyer?? But, T maybe a little jealous of these two beautiful women enamored with Bette! T better claim Bette soon as her woman!!

    7. Gold…love the chapter. Seems Bette & Tina are getting along well. I cannot believe Claire is coming…I hope Tina doesn’t get jealous or vice versa. Bette has already stated that her goal was to get Tina back…I just hope Claire doesn’t mess that up. Thanks for the update. Such DRAMA..love it!

    8. Yay, Claire’s gonna meet the gang! I like her a lot. I love how much she cares for Bette. She’s an amazing person to be able to let Bette be happy. Great chapter, goldie!

    9. Bette: “It’s not like that Claire. She is helping me get around, feeding me. Taking care of me. We aren’t sleeping together.”
      Claire: “Just a matter of time and you will.”

      Which is why, my friend, I am coming to visit…
      Ok, don’t make Tina’s psycho ex get in a stabbing mood again! I really like the way this story is unfolding

    10. I just love your story, goldfish!! It makes me feel so warm and fuzzy. You are an incredible writer…I’m in love with the way you write these two. They are so sweet…them sitting on the couch and being so loving. As for Claire…uh oh…are you bringing us the drama? More, more…fish fans await =)

    11. The kiss was the kind dreams are made of.
      I’ll say…..left me feeling a little dreamy too! LOL

      Sarah didn’t know it but she had done them a favor, pushing them together sooner than anticipated.
      Sarah is probably kicking the shit out of herself right now!

      Tina: “I fixed some eggs and toast. There is juice and coffee.”
      These people never eat bacon w/ their eggs?

      Claire seems so understanding whenever she and Bette are on the phone talking; and she seems to want the best for Bette, even if the best is having Tina back. Will she still seem so understanding once she finally arrives to L.A.?

      DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA…..

    12. OMG! that was so great well so if Claire is coming to LA to be with Bette even do she know that Bette still LOVE Tina so this is gonna be a lot of Drama coming LOL! Also it’s so funny too Bette sitting between Tina legs Whoa! I can’t wait Oh! well Please continue Hey Goldie and Thanks for update!!!

    13. It seems that they are already headed in the same direction, with the same intentions. Sarah gave them their first boost, now with Claire coming into town, I’m sure Tina’s going to want to reclaim her wife, to eliminate any others from trying to put in a claim. It’d be nice if Tina and Claire could become friends. Post again, soon, please.

    14. Dear Goldfish, your “talking and walking down memory lane” chapter full me of tender but melancholic feelings, I must say… A melancholy that my alltime favorite writer so rightly called “the happiness to be sad”. I’ll try to express that emphasizing three of your lines here :

      “The kiss was the kind dreams are made of. Soft yet firm, slow but ending too soon.”
      Here’s a line I particularly love… Perhaps because dreams are a topic for which I have a special weakness.
      A superb line – and one to be remembered… I will.

      “She immediately started thinking of the memories they were going to make in the future”
      That’s a way to think I fully relate to ! Memories for the future, that’s beautiful… Some timeless pieces of past, forever living in our mind and heart, polished by emotions…
      And your chapter is fulfilled with heady power of memories, slowly surrounding the present, beginning to create a strong future : the “addiction” never stopped, in fact, and was so ready to live again – like glowing embers…
      The way Tina remembers the sweetness and passion of their past love through one single shared kiss; the way they so naturally sit together like they were accustomed to do; the way Tina strokes Bette’s hair like she was doing before…
      That’s very beautiful. That’s my Goldfish’s touch !

      “We only feel comfy with each other like this. We just fit, and others have to find their fit.”
      Our dearest two ! Sooo right…
      And… one can dream to find such fit, hmm ? Dreams, again…

      Finally, past and present literally mixed here, through Tina and Claire’s first conversation. It was so nice to see the two women who truly love Bette Porter sharing a similar way to be, “meeting” with such gentleness… Well, I don’t know if it would be possible, but I really wish they could become friends : no doubt they have a lot of things in common – and here I don’t speak about Bette.
      Well, I always liked a lot your character of Claire from the very beginning – above all because I can fully relate with her – and so I’m delighted to know she will come in LA very soon.

      Dear author, you’re doing such a good work with this story ! Do you realize how much ?
      Here’s a virtual hug to thank you, from the bottom of my happy reader’s heart.

    15. plesae dont let Claire come to LA and became another crazy person like Sarah..lol..i know you will not do this to them and to us..lol..they need to talk and became B&T again..great chappy Gold as always thanks :o)

    16. Well, B&TF beat me to it…I’m also thinking that Claire’s trip will make Tina somewhat jealous and then she won’t want to take it slow anymore!!! Seeing Tina take care of Bette, the kiss, Bette sitting between T’s legs on the sofa and taking the trip down memory lane makes me feel warm and fuzzy all over. Thanks, goldie.

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