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The Long and Winding Road chp 25
“I’m not sorry for swearing at you earlier on. I am so mad with you Tina but I’ve been lying in bed thinking things through. What I am hurt the most by is that you got so lost that you did that insane thing. And that you didn’t come clean and told me right up front “
“I know it makes me an ass but it never once crossed my mind, You have to believe that I would never knowingly put you at risk “
“I know that – you also know that even if you come clean in the next couple of days you are probably going to have to take a test once every six months for a few years “
“I know”
“That said – I am still your life partner and I love you “
“Is it enough though ? “
“What do you mean ? “
“Is loving me enough to make you forgive me for how stupid I have been “
“Do you forgive me for the carpenter and for all the spoilt meals I missed and the excuses for not coming home on time ? “
“There’s a difference “
“No – not to me there isn’t – we both screwed up — big time. I destroyed both of us and you did something that is so out of character that it takes my breathe away. Guess what – we are human and we both messed up. We have to get through this – not just for our sakes but for our children. I’m not perfect and I shouldn’t have lost it the way I did earlier but as I said – I’m not sorry . I had to get it out of my system. The question is how do we deal with things now that we have more of the facts “
Tina couldn’t believe how rational and reasonable Bette was being – more than she deserved. But she wanted Bette in her life more every day and deep down she feared that this would cost them the second chance that they both wanted so much.
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(44 votes, average: 4.23 out of 5)
AllyE,this story is just wonderful. Thanks for letting them get all the angst out and not get angry enough to leave like they have done in the past. So happy they are talking things thru and being able to voice their opinions. Bette has really matured in this story, thanks for that and Tina is not being the little butt she has been by wanting everything her way. They are truly acting like mature adults now and that is great. Please let Tina dodge all the STD bullets and be free and clear of any disease. They deserve a good break so that they can have their lives on track together and have a happy family. Thanks again for a wonderful story.
Hey Ally! I truly enjoy both of your stories so much. I agree with your opening comments. True love can overcome anything. I’m happy to see Bette and Tina talking so openly about their situation and how to handle things going forward. They deserve to be happy and hopefully they can get past this bump in the road in a positive way. Thanks for bringing such realism to your story. It brings out great dialogue and thought.
What? Those big-ass L-towns, London and Los Angeles don’t know about protection? Let me introduce Bette and Tina to the wonderful world of latex (or nitrile if you’re allergic). Dental dams, gloves, finger cots, hell, go to the kitchen and get some cling-wrap if you have to. All these things and hours of sexy fun can be yours until Tina’s health gets the all clear and resume their MONOGAMOUS relationship. Tina’s health will get the all clear, won’t it Ally? (You will forgive me if I keep using your comments box for public service announcements, won’t you?)
Ally I really love both of your stories. Bette is right we all make mistakes.I agree with you if love someone you should be able to forgive them.
Ally, you are one open and honest woman to have said what you did in your authors notes. I am very proud of you for doing so and I feel so very privileged and honored to have you call me your best friend. I know you will have B&T get past this enormous hurdle in their lives and they will be better and stronger for having done so together. Thank you so very much for writing this and all your other stories. I love them all. Ruth
I still wish with all my heart that Tina WASN’T pregnant. It never fails in practically every story I’ve read that Tina is ALWAYS the one pregnant and when it finally happens for Bette, her comes Tina once again. I’ve been trying to hang in there because I do enjoy your writing Ally, but I have to be honest; the moment Tina announced that she too was with child, I became completely bored with this story.
hey ally; i trully love your stories and thank you for posting both today it was a blessing.you should love someone for who they are not what they look like or believe in or what they have or dont have.you love them because of them. i didnt want tina pregnant either but you make the rules and we live with it.but they will have an instant family now keep tina clear of anything let them be happy and loving family that they deserved. love ya ally great job! HAPPY PRIDE DAY ALLY
Good chapter. Bette is amazing and please let Tina are clear and nothing bad happen to them. Ok post soon please, thanks!
Well done Ally. I love all of your stories and you write with abandonment. I appreciate your openness in your life and in your stories. This story has always had a pull on me because it does show true love and how you can love someone even though they do some stupid or crazy things. Bette will always love Tina and of cours Tina will always love Bette. I do have a couple of request to make if that is okay. Please have Tina clean and clear of all diseases and that the baby is definitely not Hen butts. I just love B&T stories.
i love when you are off work!! 2 chapters in the same day!! wonderful!!!!
you so made my day ally before i left for the movies i read a chappy and post movies another one both chappys ver sexcellent and totally warmed my heart like bourboun on rocks on a cold nightthank you so muchi love it when you are off work and think abt posting two chaps and do itu are the best
Can’t help who you fall in love with. Fat,tall,short thin,black white or what ever. I just hope that Tina is clean,and the can complete their life as normal as possible. just let them be happy and the babies health. thanks
Your stories are wonderful and you are personally courageous. These fanfic sites and MBs offer anonymity and that is definitely some of the allure, But to reveal a hidden part of your life takes courage and confidence b/c it is what one does when no one would know that takes courage. I, too, believe that love can conquer all and it is the only thing in the overall scheme of things that truly matters. You never hear anyone that is ill or dying saying that they wish they had worked harder or spent more time at work. It is always they wished that had spent more time w/someone they love or told people that they love them. OK, enough of this maudlin sop.
I’m with funnyone. I was sitting here thinking, “Do they not realize they can use protection?” Although I can understand them not going that route as it can be looked at as a means of demoting their relationship. They went for years having unprotected sex with each other and doing it now would be weird.
ally..you don’t know how close you are hitting home here in Ohio. ; ) Thanks for the post
a deep talk and sweet time together, you write in amazing way! a recommitment ceremony?!?! wowow great! i am agree with you the true love exist and the person who loves you, she does for your quality like a human been and not for your money, your position or your body!
Ally, thanks for making me realise that talking with my partner is the most important thing there is. Sometimes I forget that, I’ve got all wrapped up in myself and you opened my eyes. Thanks for that.
just me again..you are so RIGHT..only the people in the relationship know what the relationship si all about…bring on beach house/recommitment ceremony etc.
ally it’s so greta to have you and afew other writers who don’t make Bette out to be some stupid klutz just cuz she’s a Yaley..love Bette and Tina in both your stories..power to you..more please
AE: We all know it, but sometimes it takes one to say it out loud. Who cares about weight, houses or cars – for someone to write such beautiful stories as you do, you have got to be the owner of a truly beautiful heart and soul.
Ally, WOW!!! another Great Chapther . Thank you
Another awesome update! Thanks Ally. I just love your stories. Well, B&T will love each other regardless coz they are meant to be together, and glad to see them have a sensible talk. Pls dont let Tina have any disease… ^_^
WONDERFULL STORY ALLY! (sorry sometimes you just need to shout-out right LOL) I know you are the Dramaqueen Ally… But plz don’t let T have HIV *puppydogeyes* That will totally ruin the breastfeedidea and thats so sweet o.O… I think she’s calling Helena now… is she? Am i right LOL THANKS!
Ally, I too believe in the power of true love. I can’t figure out why everyone is so pissed at Tina. She wasn’t with Bette when she cheated and maybe at that point her life was so miserable she didn’t care enough to take care of herself. She probably should have told Bette before they slept together, but so should have Bette, I’m sure she wasn’t a saint while she was in England. STDS can go both ways. Anyway, you are doing a fabulous job–don’t let us readers bully you into changing your story EXCEPT more sex please :)
ally, you’re right…i do believe that love is one of the most powerful thing in this world for us to experience, that somewhere out there, there is this someone is looking for the same love that we always wanted to have in our life..sometimes that love is not too far behind , i always have hope and i know you do too..soph