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Moi Lolita #10
I met Alyssa in the bar we sat and drank for a while divulging in mainly pointless conversation. But I guess that’s the art of love, you can talk endlessly about nonsense and still not feel uneasy in each others presence.
"So do you think Dylan wants to get back with you?"
I turned to look Alyssa as she sat there with her eyes fixated on the table and her drink. Where had that question even come from. We had been talking about improvements myself and Kit could make to Hit.
Taking a deep breath I worked up the courage to reply, "What makes you say that?".
I was more nervous than I had been in a long while. My heart couldn’t figure out exactly what it wanted. Or better yet who it needed.
"Helena, I’m not stupid far from it actually." I watched carefully to gain an insight to exactly how she was feeling. This was a touchy subject for us both but the guilt always surfaced. There had been so many times where I had wanted to tell her about the kiss. And that it was me that initiated it, but yet I had been a coward too scared I could lose everything we had in just a few seconds. About the fact Dylan came back so we could be together. The pain I felt multiplied as my loving girlfriend was the one to encourage me to befriend her that’s what makes this situation even more unbearable.
"Lyssa I know you’re far from stupid honey, I was asking what made you think that about Dylan?". I felt like she was threatening the relationship myself and Dylan were trying to create. As much as I knew it could never be a healthy one it didn’t matter nonetheless. I still wanted both of them in my life. And the last thing i needed right now was my girlfriend and my ex at one another’s throat.
"Look I wasn’t going to say anything but…" She looked awkward almost distraught and I was none the wiser as to why she felt like this about her all of a sudden.
"What is it, do you know something I don’t?". I felt a brief moment of anxiety but I knew I had to calm myself down before I truly got myself into a frenzy.
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Omg! I just read the last chapter thinking Helena was getting really pruny in that tub!! LolThank you, thank you for the update. I’ll reserve my comments for what I think about Alyssa!