Bette had been crushing on Sarah from the moment she set her foot in McEnroe High two years ago. She’s a very attractive woman; she had a dark brown shoulder length hair, blue eyes and a fit body and from what Alice told her Sarah’s currently dating a lawyer.

Bette would sometimes stare at her from a far whenever she saw her walking in the campus, when eating in the school canteen or whenever they do faculty meetings. Sarah approached her couple of times but Bette couldn’t really strike a good conversation with her. Alice told her that Sarah’s into both teams but even if she’s bisexual the brunette didn’t have the courage to approach her for several reasons.

First Bette didn’t know how to ask her because she’s never been to any date before, Alice even tried to set her up on a blind date a few times but she would just back out the last minute. She’s actually a good example of a rare breed of lesbians called NGSB- meaning No Girlfriend Since Birth! Second, the brunette had a very low self esteem and she thought that she’s way out of Sarah’s league. She knew that if she really wanted to take her chance on Sarah she needed confidence and she should be experienced in the bedroom department.

Bette sighed “You know what Jiego?  I think you’re aunt Alice is right I need to start having a real life” the brunette said while patting his head “the question is how?” Jiego didn’t look at her mistress instead he just focused his attention to what’s showing on the tv.

Then she remembered what her friend Shane had told her that Milk, being the new joint in town, was a great way to meet women. “But what if they don’t talk to me or worse not even bother to look at me?” doubts immediately clouded her head.

She shook her head “Fuck Bette you have to do this, you know you do! A week from now you’ll be turning 30 and you’re still a VIRGIN how pathetic is that!” Bette said angrily to herself. Jiego was startled by his mistress’ loud voice so he stood up quickly and barked three times.

“Oh I’m sorry Jiego I didn’t mean to scare you!” Bette hugged and kissed her beloved dog. She turned off the tv and dvd player and went to her room; she opened her closet and stared at the pair of clothes neatly hanging. She bought it online six months ago for emergency purposes and she thought that the day has finally come to use it “c’mon Bette don’t be such a pussy you can do it!”