"I’m not dumping you Helena, I just need a break from whatever this is."……..

"When did you find this out?" Helena interrupted tightly.

"At first, Tina was confused, then she answered calmly. "It’s not something i just found out, it’s something we both knew from day one.___We knew this affair had no chance of surviving."

"Speak  for yourself" Helena said, watching Tina in speculative silence. "Did you go home with Bette last night?". Helena asked accusingly.  "Don’t tell me you slept with her,Tina!" Helena bit out. "Lie to me if you have to and yhen make me believe it. but don’t tell me you slept with her. I couldn’t stand it." 

Helena lowered her voice, "Why did you make me love you, Tina?"

IT wasn’t love,  Helena. I was just a means to an end, you wanted to get back at Bette so bad, you didn’t care who you used to do it.___and I was so damn mad at her I didn’t care about getting used.__

 But I have known since the first day you walked into the centre  and saw me that you didn’t so much like me as much as you liked the notion of  getting back at Bette. And, what better way to do it, but by taking the most important thing in Bette Porter’s life.__me__. And I was so mad at her then I was willing to help you. Plus I didn’t mind the attention.

I was sleep walking, but I’m out of my daze now Helena. And don’t you dare stand there and pretend to be hurt by my decision. We were never exclusive. We used each other for the same purpose. ___to hurt Bette….Except I ended up hurting my self.  I realized , that the more I to forget her, the more I wanted her. She’s in my blood   Helena, I love her and I  want her back.

Helena was silent up until then.  It was as if she was in a daze. “So are you and Bette getting back together? What about Jody?

“I don’t know….I don’t know what the fuck we’re doing. We might end up fucking it all up again, but It’s something I can’t help. I love her and I want her back….I have to be with her.”