[i] I said Barcelona

You said that’s not what I meant[/i]

Spencer nodded her head a little, but continued. “My problem is that I left because you left with Aiden. Now I know why, but it was more things than just that.”

“Spence…”

Spencer cut in, “Now, this is where you say your problem.”

Ashley looked at the younger girl. She spoke softly, “You left me…” The hurt in the older girl’s voice tore at the place her heart used to be.

Spencer looked down; suddenly an overwhelming feeling of guilt hit her body but then a surge of anger. She looked back at the brunette. Her eyes furrowed, “Yeah, I ran, but you where the one who pulled away.”

[i] Maybe I’ll never get it

I just don’t think I’m like that

Don’t like planning stuff out

It never happens that way[/i]

Ashley’s face hardened, “What the fuck, Spencer?

“You began to pull away right after I came out!” Spencer said standing up, looking down at the girl. She didn’t know what stuck her anger, or even why she stood up. She wanted to look down at the other girl, to make herself feel more in control of this situation. “Ashley, when I came out you kept pulling farther and farther away from me. You didn’t talk to me anymore, not like you really did, but we didn’t communicate. And the fucking thing that was worse…”

Spencer took a deep breath to calm her anger. It didn’t help. She continued and her voice rose, “…was how you [b]always[/b] fucking ran to Aiden! It wasn’t enough to see that fucking video tape, but to know that my girlfriend was always with him talking about things you couldn’t tell me. So, yeah, I hurt you by running, but don’t forget I had a very damn good reason to run.”

Ashley stood up, countering the other girl’s anger with her own. As the blond had random tears falling from her eyes, Ashley refused to cry. “Okay, you’re right on all that shit. I didn’t talk to you. I ran to Aiden because I knew what ever I told him, he wouldn’t run from me or hate me or used it against me. [b]But[/b] you fucking ran across the country Spencer. You’re a psychologist, don’t you think that is a little too dramatic? I mean, you didn’t know the whole story and you left without talking to anyone. Common Spencer, dramatic much.”