[i] I was sitting by myself

And my thoughts started pouring out[/i]

Spencer notice the jealous look on Ashley’s face, but she didn’t stop talking. She wanted to be completely honest with the girl. “Emme was a wonderful mother to Maddelena. I almost didn’t leave because of that, but I had this job. Anyway, we were good…but we weren’t meant to be.”

Ashley smiled slowly at the blond, sending butterflies into the blond’s stomach. Ashley spoke, “Yeah, I get that.”

“How about you?”

Ashley replied, “Nothing much, mostly being with the kids, or I am at the studio. I own my own production studio. Mostly I am with the kids at the studio.”

Spencer tilted her head to the side, “Do you still sing? You had the best voice.”

[i] Remember that time on our trip

You asked me where we were going[/i]

Spencer’s thought suddenly flashed forward to the dark haired girl and her lying in Ashley’s bed. It was a week before they had ran away on their infamous ‘road trip’. They lay there, tangled up in the sheets. Spencer was near sleep and Ashley was watching the younger girl. She sang softly to the girl, a song that she had written on the spot. From then on, the blond always requested Ashley to sing her asleep.

Ashley nodded, “Yeah, sometimes…okay all the time. Mostly to the kids though, they love it.”

Spencer smiled sweetly at that. She had never pictured the rock princess as a mother, but now it was hard to imagine her as not a mother. She could tell the woman loved her kids.

“Anyway…”

“Anyway…”

Both girls closed there mouth and pressed their lips together. Spencer played with her fingers as she looked down. She thought of some techniques she had learned in one of her classes. She was now happy that Emme had suggested that she major in the same thing she had. The skills that she had learned were not only helpful in her job, but her real life.

Taking a deep breath, Spencer jumped into the icy pool that the girls had let freeze over. “We both have some things that we need to get out there in the open.”

Ashley nodded her head, “Yeah…you jump right in don’t you?”