She stayed silent I could tell she was thinking, I let her.  I began to think about what she said he is not who she loves she might love someone else…I wish that someone was me, but she would never like me like that.

“Ash, you remember earlier I said something has been killing me that I need to tell you?”  She was still playing with her hands, she looked nervous.

“uh, yeah, what is it?”

her voice came shaky, “uh its just that” she paused for awhile, she looked so nervous so I tried to grab her hand for support but she just pulled away “I don’t know if I can say” her voice was so small.

“you can tell me anything, Il always be here for you, always.” I grabbed for her hand again this time she let me.

“I love someone, so much, I have for awhile now.” She looked at me in the eyes “Please don’t hate me…” almost begging “please” I nodded my head “I-I love a g-girl” She glanced at me real quick her eyes watering and bright blue.  I honesetly thought I heard her wrong.

“A what?”

            She turned away from me, “girl”

            I sat there in silence, could it be true, its not Aiden she loves its, could it be, could it be my dreams come true, could she possibly love, me?  God I hope so I have loved her for so long but she has been with Aiden so I just kept it all inside of me I havn’t said a word I didn’t want to ruin my relationship with her or her relationship with him no matter who much I hated him.  But now he’s gone and she likes a girl, possibly me. 

Spencer POV

            I told her I didn’t love Aiden, I told her I love a girl I know I didn’t say that it was her but this is a big step for me.  Now she is silent and I am scared to death I don’t know what to do, what if she hates me now, what if she doesn’t want to be my friend. Oh god…she Is talking.  I cant stop the tears coming to my eyes they are coming fast very fast, I got to get out of here, now.