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    The Ocean And The Sand – (Chapter: 24. Only Fooling Myself)

    Story written on June 11, 2008 by spashleyluver.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=18761
    Author Notes:

    Well it’s been like two weeks…They still haven’t spoken…Paula plans a ‘date’ for Spencer so she can ‘help’ her and her feelings for Ashley go..Ash writes a song…Spencer gets the wrong message from Arthur and hates her mom even more..hmm…Read please :)

    One day I’ll turn around, I’ll see your hand reach out
    I’m only fooling myself, yeah yeah yeah
    But maybe when you smile
    It means you’d stay awhile
    Just maybe you’d save me nowI’m only fooling myself

    I’m only fooling myself

    Oh save me now

    I’m only fooling myself

    Yeah save me now

     

    She slowed down her strumming and brought her song to an end.

    She smiled because she felt amazing. She had put all that she felt into that song and she really liked the outcome of it. She felt even more amazing that she had sung. There was something that much more satisfying in singing something that you wrote with a guitar in hand, rather than reading it out loud or silently to yourself.

    Just then she looked up to see Kyla smiling at her. Ashley looked at her half sister with wide eyes, embarrassed that she’d been caught singing. She’d always been self conscious of her voice even though it was utterly amazing.

    Kyla knew exactly what she was thinking so she walked over and sat next to her.

    Kyla: "That was amazing Ash."

    Ashley: "No, you’re just being nice."

    Kyla: "No, really it was. You have an awesome voice."

    Ashley looked down blushing.

    Ashley: "Thanks."

    Kyla began to reach forward so as to grab the journal from Ashley’s lap.

    Kyla: "Can I…"

    Ashley quickly put her hand atop the journal and shook her head.

    Ashley: "No."

    Kyla: "I just want to read the lyrics."

    Ashley: "You heard them."

    Kyla sighed and looked forward at the picture of Spencer.

    Kyla: "I know who it’s about."

    Ashley looked down at her floor.

    Ashley: "That’s great."

    Kyla: "Ash, you know she’s just scared. You know she wants you."

    Ashley: "It doesn’t matter anymore, she made her choice."

    Kyla: "Ash, talk to her. If you want her back in your life more than likely you’re going to have to get passed what she’s done and the pain she’s caused you, just put yourself in her shoes. Her family is crazy religious and they are pretty much a family you see on TV. Picture perfect. Imagine if you were her."

    Ashley: "Whatever Kyla. That doesn’t even matter, if she wanted me so bad she wouldn’t care what people thought or she would of already apologized. It has been two weeks."

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    1. OMG! Can someone please help remove all the character’s heads out of their asses? Ashley and Spencder belong together. Please, Please, Please fix this soon. I’m dying here. Excellent update, as usual. PMASAP!!!

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