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    The Ocean And The Sand – (Chapter: 24. Only Fooling Myself)

    Story written on June 11, 2008 by spashleyluver.
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    Well it’s been like two weeks…They still haven’t spoken…Paula plans a ‘date’ for Spencer so she can ‘help’ her and her feelings for Ashley go..Ash writes a song…Spencer gets the wrong message from Arthur and hates her mom even more..hmm…Read please :)

    Continuing Arthur and Paula’s conversation…

    Arthur: "Shit…"

    Paula: "I told you and you know how sinful and wrong it is and I can’t have her like that in this household. So, he’s coming to help fix her."

    Arthur looked at Paula astonished.

    Arthur: "Nothing is wrong with who she is Paula. If she likes girls so what, it’s not wrong to love someone of the same gender."

    Paula: "Yes, it is."

    Arthur: "Says who?"

    Paula: "Says the Bible Arthur! Says God! It’s wrong to feel the way she is feeling and if she wants to be like that and make that horrendous choice, she will not be mine."

    Arthur: "Are you kidding me?! You are terrible and I can’t believe you. You would disown her?!"

    Paula: "Yes."

    Arthur: "How could you proudly say that. Have you told her any of this this bull shit."

    Paula: "What if I have?"

    Arthur: "I can’t believe you Paula."

    Arthur glared at her and took off and up the stairs to his room to get ready for dinner.

    I need to talk to Spencer about what Paula said later. I hope she’s not freaked out. Ugh. Damn you Paula.

    –

    Meanwhile Ashley sat on her bed legs crossed, guitar beside her, journal in lap, and pen in hand. Since she met Spencer she learned how to let all of her feelings onto a piece of paper instead of bringing pain upon herself. Her childhood journal was used to write all of her songs, poems, or just feelings.

    She usually wrote when she was feeling, when something was really bothering her, or when she just couldn’t say what she wanted to out loud.

    Ashley was staring down at the blank page in her lap. She had been sitting in the same spot for about thirty minutes and she hadn’t written one word. Everything she felt and wanted to say was floating in her brain, she just didn’t know how to put it into words.

    She began to bite on her pen as she looked up and was met with a grinning Spencer looking back at her. She smiled at the picture and then frowned at remembrance of what was unfolding at the moment. She lost Spencer.

    She quickly adverted her eyes back to the blank page and brought the pen down to paper, words spilling out of her mind and brought to life with the ink now on the paper.

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    1. OMG! Can someone please help remove all the character’s heads out of their asses? Ashley and Spencder belong together. Please, Please, Please fix this soon. I’m dying here. Excellent update, as usual. PMASAP!!!

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