Honestly I felt like shit as I sat in my desk on Monday, waiting on Spencer to come into class. I was hoping that over the weekend she missed me enough to talk to me. Maybe she realized that I was sorry after listening to all the voicemails. Maybe she felt sorry for me and decided to hear me out. She could at least let me explain right?  I sighed. Yeah right. She didn’t owe me anything, maybe a good kick in the balls. Metaphorically speaking of course.

I chewed on my bottom lip, watching the doorway nervously. Where was she?

Watching her walk away yesterday was heart retching. I honestly crushed any chance I had of getting with her after that stunt. I’d be lucky if she even looked at me today. But hey you can always hope though right??

At that moment Spencer walked in the classroom and I smiled. Okay Davies here’s your chance. I opened my mouth to greet Spencer but closed it again when I saw who was with her. Well none other than Madison fucking Duarte of course! Right. Under. Her. Effin. Arm. My jaw clenched. That was my spot not that home wreckers!! Spencer completely ignored me walking past with Madison to the back of the room. I turned facing the front, biting back angry tears. I knew she was mad at me but to be with Madison, really?! What would Madison do to help the pain?! Besides sleep with her. Spencer wouldn’t do that it would risk losing her identity. Why Madison? I glanced over my shoulder and saw Spencer whispering in Madison’s ear earning giggles. I gritted my teeth together facing forward again.

Damn it Davies how are you gonna fix this?!

At lunch I glared at Spencer from across the quad, while she flirted with Kyla. What was her problem?! First Madison and now my sister. Spencer was playing them both and didn’t even care. Not that I cared about Madison but my sister, I did care about her. I pulled out my phone and sent a text to Spencer. ‘Cn we jus tlk? –A’ I watched Spencer peel her eyes from Kyla and take out her phone. She read it and rolled her eyes before sticking it back into her pocket. I frowned when she turned back to Kyla and said something to make the small brunette laughed.