I pulled her away from my chest when the drugs kicked in and she was practically snoring. I smiled since she seemed a bit more peaceful and moved back to my chair to watch her sleep.

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Two more days past and Bella was good to leave and go home. She wasn't able to see Jacob while she had been there, but now that she was doing better and up moving around we got her things together from her room and I took her to see him.

Bella [POV]

I made sure to thank Edward a hundred times and more for everything he had done for the both of us while they had been there. He still had not slept much and I was starting to feel bad for how tired he always looked. I took his hand and let him open the door to Jake's room before we both walked in.

The first thing I took in was how badly his face was still swollen. I wasn't sure exactly how many surgeries he had went through or anything they did, but could see the metal bar holding part of his jaw together. I started to think I did not want to know everything about it.

Dropping Edward's hand I walked to stand beside his bed and just look at him. His room still had the annoying beeping from the machines like mine did, except he had more of them. I couldn't get over how different he looked all wrapped up and laying there. I was so used to a Jake that would be bouncing off the walls and so full of life and now he just…layed there, motionless.

I leaned down to kiss his forehead and grab his hand, whispering. "I'm so sorry Jake." I couldn't help but cry. I felt so bad for this happening to him and felt like he would never forgive me for it.

The doctors told me they had been keeping him asleep until they fully reconstructed his jaw. They didn't want him in anymore pain than he needed to be. It would take at least a month for him to heal and be able to move his jaw again once the pins and stuff were removed. I almost got sick listening to all the things they had done and needed to be done.