Bella [POV]

"Will someone please turn off that damn beeping." I grumbled and tried to open my eyes. My face felt swollen and I moved my hand to touch it lightly noticing the wires and tubes hanging from my arm.

What happened? Where am I?

I blinked and tried to focus as one eye refused to open. It was really bright in the room and I was alone. At least from what I could see. It took several trys to finally clear my vision. I was in a hospital room and my whole body hurt. I felt like I had been hit by a truck and I could not think clearly.

"Hello?" I looked around through my droopy eyes trying to find someone.

I closed my eyes again as I was flooded with memories of what took place. It was extremely overwhelming to have it all come back so suddenly. When I finally remember Jacob I started shaking again and pulled myself from the bed.

Every part of my body hurt as I stood and removed the things from my arm and slowly walked my way out of the room.

"Jacob!?" I couldn't run or I would of, hoping someone would find me first or I would find him. If that were even possible.

I was a complete mess by the time someone got over to me. I had slid down to the floor and curled up as I couldn't walk any further because of the pain and was once again hysterical. All I could think about was waking up every morning from now on and never seeing his face again. Never having him question me about my love life, or have him brighten my day when I was down. It was all gone because of James. Because of a stupid choice I made long ago.

I cried and fought against the nurse that was trying to get me back to my room. A pair of arms wrapped around me while I had my head in my hands and I jerked, startled. I cried more when I saw who it was and willed myself to hold him back.

Edward was still there for me. I could tell from the dark circles around his eyes he had been there with me the whole time with out any sleep. Which made me think I had no clue how long I had been there.