“I know that, but he doesn’t know that!  He will pay you $1500 dollar for one session, which is like 6 times more than you usually earn!”

“What!”  I yell with excitement.  “Someone is willing to pay that much money just to fuck me?  I can’t believe it.”  Actually, to be honest, I can because I’m that damn good, high or drunk.  Now that I think about, I realized I should have been a high-class call girl instead of a dirty street hooker.  I wasn’t making shit compared to what I’ll make tonight.  Plus, I need to start saving money for the baby and this will help a lot. 

“So who’s the client?”  I asked, curious to know who the mystery person is.

“Her name is Ashley Davies.”

“Sorry, I can’t do it”   I said shaking my head.  I looked down to avoid his questioning glare.

“And why the hell not Spencer?  You might never get this opportunity again!  If you fuck this woman you don’t need to worry about paying Dion and finally get some new decent pair of clothes!”  He must have noticed my tattered and oversized clothes.  Hell Stevie Wonder could see I needed an entire new wardrobe.  But given that I give the remainder of my money after paying Mitch his cut to Dion, I never had enough money left to spoil myself.

All I could think about is Madison.  The last girl that I touched intimately, the girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.  The last girl I ever let touch me.  The same girl who was killed by a single gun shot and died all because she fell in love with the wrong person.  My dear, dear Madison Duarte.  God I miss you.

I look up to find Mitch’s eyes on me.  His face flinches when he notices that my eyes have begun to water.  “I just can’t have sex with another woman.  It’s too hard and too soon for me.  I can’t stop thinking about Madison.”   I said, my voice cracking with the intense pain that has resurfaced.

Mitch comes towards me gives me a loose hug, trying to comfort me.  “It’ll be alright honey, I knew you cared about Madison and Madison cared you.  But it’s been almost 4 months and you know that you have to start your life again.  Madison would want that for you.”  Wow, my pimp is giving out fatherly advice as if I’m not about to go and fuck someone for money.