*God my head is killing me.* I look around my room searching for my alarm clock. When I spot it I notice the time and date.

*shit*

I slept well the previous night, even through the piercing of my alarm ringing signaling the beginning of a new day. If I started getting ready at this moment i would still barely make it to school on time. I massage my temples and groan as I try sitting up.

I groggily sit up and swing my legs around to touch the ground. I turn my head and suddenly the room feels like it’s spinning. I slowly crouch forward, craddling my head in my hands. I stare at the ground while my stomach churns and I can feel my bodies need to expel it’s contents.

I can taste the bile wanting to rise up from my throat. I quickly cover my mouth and run unsteadily to the bathroom, where I drop to my knees and brace my arms on the toilet bowl and stare down. I feel it coming up and I know I have no other choice but to hold myself steady and prepare myself. I eject everything that was in my stomach until their was nothing but air left. My body kept on dry heaving, having nothing left in my body to spew out but air.

*drinking is bad, uhhhhh* I clutch my stomach as I drop to the ground my back leaning against the toilet my breathing still heavy.

* how am I suppose to go to school?*

I drag myself up using the bathrooms furnishings as barings. I feel light headed and week. I walk to the kitchen still in the previous days clothes. I open the fridge looking for the greasiest food I could find.. Glen say that it helps with hangovers.

*God I hope this works.*

I ate trying to at least hold it down, keeping it from coming back up my throat. I walked upstairs and changed. I texted Ashley telling her that glen was going to give me a ride today and for her not to come. I don’t think I’m ready to face her or deal with her at all. I leaned against my door looking at my phone and at the screens background that I had put on only a few days ago. A smile so badly wants to creep up but it dispels quickly when I shake my head with the memories of last night.

*sighs*

*I guess I have to go to school I don’t want mom to ride up my ass and get myself in trouble, damn me and my inability to go against rules.*

So I leave for school with no one knowing how much my heart is hurting.
School was uneventful I ignored Ashley luckily we had all different classes and shared only one.