I was the love of his life; he had assured me of that so many times. I had always been afraid of him possibly imprinting, but he was so sure of us, and I had believed all of his lies. I took a drive down to his job, hoping to surprise him with a lunch, when I spotted him… with her. There he was in the back of the building making out very heatedly with Jessica. Yes, that same Jessica.

-I'm so mad at you right now
I can't even find the words
And you're on the way down
I can't wait to see you burn
You try to make me hate that girl
When I should be hating you
What the hell's wrong with you?-

Instead of telling me, he had kept this well hidden. I had gone back home, called Seth, and demanded that he explain what I had just seen. He was Jake’s best friend after all, he would know for sure. Seth said that him and Jessica had met a couple of months ago at bar, while he was with some work buddies. Apparantely they had been sleeping together since then.

“Right away, he figured out what was happening, but he loves you so much he didn’t want you to be hurt. He just figured he would stay with you, not wanting to break your heart, and be able to be with Jessica, if only in private. I know its dumb Bells, and I told him he needed to come clean to you, but he wouldn’t listen. Loving the both of you is hard for him.”

-Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me-

-Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were
(than you ever were)
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were-

After all this time, all this love and memories, it had finally happen. He was a liar. I was his real imprint he had said. What about our children? What about me? I could’ve been more than happy with Edward by my side. But, no, he had to be so selfish.