Ashley’s POV

Oh my god! They’re dead! How was this not on the news? Someone could have at least told me. It’s my fault. I told them to drop dead. I killed them! I hear a loud thud and my world goes black. I’m looking down at a scene. No, it’s not a scene. It’s Spencer and me. She’s standing over my body, which is on the floor, checking my pulse. Am I dead?

"Ash wake up! It will be ok. We can get through this together. Please open your eyes." I’m not dead.

"I’m over here Spence." I call. She doesn’t hear me. This is SO not good! She’s kneeling over me fanning my face. I can tell she’s trying really hard not to smother me.

"Spencer turn around!" She’s crying. Maybe I can move the chair. I float over to the chair trying to hit ti but I go right through. Damn it! The lights flash.

"Ash?"

"Over here, turn around!" I saw this on Charmed once. Well something like this. The episode was Vahaley of the Dolls. The sisters transformed into Valkaries and took Daryll’s soul as a warrior. When they brought him back to his body he walked right back in. Maybe I can too. I float over to my body and lean over it. I get sucked back in. It feels like that ride where you get up to the top and it drops you. I take a loud deep breath and sit straight up as a searing pain takes over my head.

"Ash! What happened?" Spencer exclaims squeezing me tight in her arms.

"I don’t know. Just stay away from me. I don’t want to be around you." I say pushing her away from me.

"Talk to me, please." she says stepping towards me. 

"No Spence. Stpo trying to shrink me. Just stay away!"

"Please don’t shut me out." I cut the power off and run upstairs locking myself in the shower. I sink down onto the cold tile. I should be crying but I can’t. They’re gone. I don’t know what to feel. I mean, I’m sad they’re dead. They were my family and all but I’m more terrified that I might have made it happen. I’m afraid of my angerr and I’m afraid of my power. I’m afraid of myself and the things I can do. I hear the shower door open and feel Spencer sit in the corner across from me.