“Last call for flight 528 to Los Angeles California on terminal 3b, last call”

Arthur: “Come one Becca, there are three very impatient, loving and caring people waiting for you at home” he said as he put his arm over Beccas shoulder walking towards the plane

As we found our seats, the seating arrangement was the same as when we first boarded the plane, both Becca and I next to each other and dad behind us.

Spence: “Becca, can I ask you something?”

Becca: “yea, what’s up?”

Spence: “do you still love Jamie?” she was taken back a little by my question “wait no that’s a stupid quest-“

Becca: “I do, I love her more than I ever have” she pauses and looks out the window “I don’t want to lose her; I don’t want to lose someone else”

Spence: “then why? I mean I see the way the she looks at you when you are not looking, like you are the only person in the room”

Becca: “you mean the same way that Ashley looks at you when you are not looking?” I felt my face getting warmer and all I could do was look down at my hands “Spence, I see the way that she looks at you and the way you look at her, not only that but every time Ashley’s name is brought up you get this smile on your face, she look, your smiling”

Spence: “You know that you do that too” I pause for a bit and just blurt out “Jamie, ha see your smiling” we both laugh for a bit “Becca you should talk to Jamie, she loves you, let her know what’s going on, let her in” I felt as if I was giving myself advice “because I know she will do anything to make you happy”

Becca: “you know, I should be the one to be giving you advice instead of the other way around” she says with a smile on her face

The rest of the flight, I spent thinking how I was going to tell Ashley how I feel about her I mean, I’m no the type of person to actually talk about my emotions and how I feel, I have always learned to keep them to myself and not let anyone one in, except when Ashley came around, she was the first person I actually talked to, well actually she just sat there holding me not saying anything just her being there for me while I cried my eyes out. The past couple of months have been crazy, first I run into someone I never expected to run into in a lifetime, fine out that I have a thing for that person, while that person being Ashley a girl, broke up with a guy that cheated on me with one of my so called good friends, Becca and Jamie getting a divorce. which I hope they don’t because it would really suck and besides they make a really cute couple and last but not least finding out Grams has a couple of  months left. Life s definitely  not looking up right now, but one thing  I am sure of is that life is short and i better to say to much than to not to say anything at all just as John Meyer put it. I can’t wait to see Ashley to tell her how I feel, the only thing is that I hope she feels the same,, because if she doesn’t then that would be one more thing to add to the list.