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    and then her world crumbled – (Chapter: long rides to school and a life without her)

    Story written on January 10, 2009 by Inmyownwords92.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=19967
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    “Good morning,” she says simple and i smile back.

    "But Spence, you know you’re safe with me and that you’re not just another girl." she narrowed her eyes.

    "Do I? Because recently and with your recent situation I find myself wondering am I really worth it to you. You broke my heart Ash and this time it can’t just be easily put back together. I have this greatest fear that you’ll leave me because you would actually realize that you could have better or realize that i’m just this plain old Spencer that you could have any time you wanted and in this past week i’ve really started to believe that. I don’t want to because I kinda know its not true but it still scares me to know that i might not be enough for you." As she said this i felt my chest tighten and my eyes sting with unshed tears. I couldn’t believe she really thought all of these things.

    "Spencer you know none of that is true. I love you for exactly who you are and theres no way i could ever see you as plain old spencer because you are fucking amazing. you mean everything to me and I know that maybe I haven’t shown you that lately but its true and Im sorry for what I did." I look down for a while.

    "I never meant to hurt you like I did, I never meant to jepordize our relationship like that and I definetly never meant to break your heart. You mean the world to me, I love you so much that sometimes it scares me so I have this need to push you away so i wont get hurt but in the end all i do is hurt you. I don’t want to do it anymore. I want to be with you and continue to love you for the rest of my life." The tears that threatened to fall a minute ago were now in full effect flowing freely down my face.

    "I want us to work, so desperately that I’ll do anything to make it up to you. I’ll crawl through broken glass on my hands and knees if it means i get that much closer to being with you again. I need you in my life Spencer. I am shit without you, you’re the only one that i can really depend on and trust in my life and I absolutely need you. Without you i know im nothing and will continue to be nothing unless you’re there. So please tell me that you feel the same way and that we’re no over and that we don’t need a break because we can work through it. Please spencer just tell me that…" I begged her to not let me go. I begged her not to let us go or take a break from me. she was silent ans I hated it.

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    1. oohh so this is going to get interesting. I want to see how ash tries to deal with spence just being there but not with her! anyway great update, pms!

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