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and then her world crumbled – (Chapter: long rides to school and a life without her)
"Good morning," she says simple and i smile back.
"Good morning to you too," i say. I take a deep breath and press on the gas, heading towards the school. The drive was mostly silent except for the ‘so how are you doing?’ and ‘oh fine and you’ then the lie ‘just great ‘ when i know im a complete and utter mess without her there. We finally get into the school parking lot and i shut off my car’s engine. Of course there is silence and i check my phone for the time. It was 7: 30 and since the bell rung at 8:15 i had a good amount of time to make my point across to spencer that i needed her in my life. I could tell that she was a little uncomfortable in the silence due to the fact that she kept fidgeting with her hands and biting her bottom lip. So i thought i’d break the solidly frozen ice and get on with it.
"Spencer…" I started and she whipped her head to look at me and stopped me.
"Look before you continue I want you to know that i’ve thought about this whole fucked up situation.." She paused and i paused my breathing. I also prepared for the worst. for her to say that she’s thought about it and realized that we can’t work that she can’t do it anymore and that for the most part she can’t trust me anymore and refuses to live with doubt about our relationship and whether i can be faithful to her. yeah lets say i could make things alot worse with my imagination. She continued.
"I’ve thought about it and everything you did and i’ve decided that…I’m gonna need time." My face fell because in actuality i really thought she was going to say we could make it through. I guess she could see the battle i was having inside with myself because she decided to continue.
"I’m not saying that we can never be together i’m just saying that we should…take a break figure things out before we decided to just jump back in the relationship. I need to know that i can be safe with you again that everything i give to you isn’t in vain. That you just won’t go and throw it away again for meaningless sex." I guess atleast this is way better than her just totally giving up on us but i had to atleast try to change her mind.
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oohh so this is going to get interesting. I want to see how ash tries to deal with spence just being there but not with her! anyway great update, pms!