Bella [POV]

He seemed interested and leaned against the headboard before pulling my back against his chest. "Keep going."

"Well…" How was I suppose to word this. Think. "You should already know Jacob was my first love. We joked constantly when we were younger about getting married and being with each other forever. That was until he decided he was gay and we just stayed friends. I would never leave him and you know that, he means the world to me, but in a totally different way than you." I smiled at him and slid my hand over his cheek, then kept on.

"When we were both around 16 having never actually been with anyone or experienced a kiss or anything sexual at all…we got curious. We both trusted each other and it only seemed right that we would be each others first…"

I paused to see if he wanted to say anything, but he just kept listening. "We only ever messed around like 3 times and it just never came up again. The daily kisses and hugs just became natural as close friends would share and we have never been that way again since last night." I faced him now. "and I want it to stay that way. This was a one time thing. It's very strange to be that way with Jake no matter how much I love him."

He just smiled and pulled me closer against his chest kissing me lightly.

"Jake has never been with anyone other than me when it comes to sex. Although he is attracted to men I think he is afraid to try anything with them. Hence him being scared shitless last night with you." I chuckled.

"I wasn't trying to make him uncomfortable." He admitted and I knew that wasn't why he did it.

"He forgives you I'm sure. You made his night."

He just grinned. "Tell me more about how you and Jake met, or anything about your life before you met me."

I was surprised by his interest all of a sudden and was also glad Jake being my first didn't bother him.

"Honestly? I can't really remember the first time I met him. He has just always kind of been there. Our parents were friends before we were born so it was only natural we would be around each other as much as our parents. I've known him my whole life and he has always been a piece of me."