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    The Architecture of Falling… – (Chapter: Something I Can’t Handle…)

    Story written on November 7, 2007 by goaskalice.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=16744
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    Ashley corners Spencer and gets a few answers. Finally.

    And she didn’t talk to me—for days. The bodily compass she had used to navigate those dark halls at night on the way to the refuge of my room became obsolete.

    I missed her touch. More than anything I missed her touch.

    So I paraded around her like a fourth grade boy begging her to take notice and crash her eyes into mine. But I did this in vain because I was quickly learning that Spencer Carlin’s walls were made of determination and she was determined not to talk to me.

    If Kyla noticed the sudden rift between us than she stayed mute about it, instead opting to go about the daily routine as usual. She and Spencer were out of the house almost all day sometimes and this gave me time to pretend like everything was back to normal—the way things were before Spencer’s visit. But it was no use.

    Everything was pointless.

    Everything lacked the extra mile.

    Because everything was insincere.

    I wanted her back more than anything, though I was fully aware I had never attained her at all. But just the illusion that I had won her over in some way would have been enough for me. I was willing to take her in any form because my standards of living declined every time she stood directly across from me and refused to meet my eyes.

    After three days, I finally gathered enough desperation to take matters into my own incapable hands. I cornered her late at night when I heard her slip out of Kyla’s room and make her way towards the bathroom. I convinced myself that it was the habitual nature of our nights spent together that kept her using the hallway bathroom as opposed to the one in Kyla’s room. Maybe she still enjoyed roaming the halls with the promise of some form of release greeting her at her destination. Maybe she missed me. Maybe she simply liked that particular bathroom. None of it mattered. I just had to make her talk to me.

    “What are you doing?” she asked as I grabbed her, practically dragging her to my room by her arm.

    “I need to talk to you.”

    “Ashley…” she sighed, but she allowed herself to be led into my room.

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    2. wow! this is sad. i feel really bad for ashley because she laid it all on the line for spencer and spencer pretty much rejected her. “/ but she is just scared. awesome update!! i LOVE this story!! PMS

    4. Wow…that is sad. Hey, it’s cool, cause at least this way they are getting to the root of how they feel for one another and Spence is tough, but Ashely is tougher, she’ll wait for Spencer until she is ready to admit it. I have faith…brilliant post. Cheers mate.

    6. So pretty much nothing and everything was solved with this discussion, if that makes any sense. Ashley expressed her feelings and Spencer pretty much shot her down. So now they are back to square one. What to do now is a really good question.

    7. this was a good one because you can see spencer wanting ash to find the little girl that was lost after her parents died the one that loved ashley…pms

    9. This story flows beautifully and is a joy to read even though it is such a heart-breaking, tragic tale …thank you for writing it.. seems obvious that spencer can’t handle losing another person she loves and everything she says and does comes down to building up walls to protect herself from experiencing pain again. Ashley is trying to help take down some of those walls but it really has to come from Spencer first cause “whatever you believe with feeling becomes your reality.” Brian Tracy

    10. Ashley was totally honest with Spencer and really putting her heart on the line, but Spencer’s fear is breaking the brunettes fragile and loving heart. I really hope that Spencer will open her heart to love and be loved in return. This chapter had a powerful and intense effect on my emotions…well done! PMS

    13. wow! this is sad. i feel really bad for ashley because she laid it all on the line for spencer and spencer pretty much rejected her. “/ but she is just scared. awesome update!! i LOVE this story!! PMS

    15. Wow…that is sad. Hey, it’s cool, cause at least this way they are getting to the root of how they feel for one another and Spence is tough, but Ashely is tougher, she’ll wait for Spencer until she is ready to admit it. I have faith…brilliant post. Cheers mate.

    17. So pretty much nothing and everything was solved with this discussion, if that makes any sense. Ashley expressed her feelings and Spencer pretty much shot her down. So now they are back to square one. What to do now is a really good question.

    18. this was a good one because you can see spencer wanting ash to find the little girl that was lost after her parents died the one that loved ashley…pms

    20. This story flows beautifully and is a joy to read even though it is such a heart-breaking, tragic tale …thank you for writing it.. seems obvious that spencer can’t handle losing another person she loves and everything she says and does comes down to building up walls to protect herself from experiencing pain again. Ashley is trying to help take down some of those walls but it really has to come from Spencer first cause “whatever you believe with feeling becomes your reality.” Brian Tracy

    21. Ashley was totally honest with Spencer and really putting her heart on the line, but Spencer’s fear is breaking the brunettes fragile and loving heart. I really hope that Spencer will open her heart to love and be loved in return. This chapter had a powerful and intense effect on my emotions…well done! PMS

    23. WOW. This makes me sad, I almost cried. Ashley’s letting it all out but Spencer just keeps turning her down. Anyway, I really can’t wait to see what happens next so PMASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    24. WOW. This makes me sad, I almost cried. Ashley’s letting it all out but Spencer just keeps turning her down. Anyway, I really can’t wait to see what happens next so PMASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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