Have I always been completely suppressed, if I was I certainly wasn’t tonight.

I can’t fathom what the hell had come over me, not exactly true I had certainly felt what or more accurately who had co….Stop it.

From the second she had walked through that door I was completely spellbound and when she said “follow me”.. my legs had taken on a mind of their own… fuck that… my mind had taken on a mind of it’s own.

From that moment on I only had one mission I had to have her, I had to take her and I wasn’t even sure how too.

I was shaking like a leaf I was terrified and exhilarated at the same time I couldn’t stop it my only hope is that she could and if I was honest with myself I had been ecstatic when she couldn’t. I guess that’s when some ingrained natural instinct took over and she wasn’t complaining a lot of moaning but certainly no complaining and the fact that I have no idea who she is or even her name only added to the excitement.

Well while it certainly wasn’t a memory to share with my grandchildren, it was one I knew I would never forget and one I would cherish privately until my dying day.

It was an experience I should have had during my teenage years when it is deemed acceptable to experiment a little but I guess I am a late developer.

There was absolutely no need to panic it had just happened, I had got caught up in a moment, it didn’t mean it would happen again and it didn’t have to complicate my life .

I probably would never see her again and I would ignore how devastated I feel at that thought.

I glance at the illuminated clock at the dashboard 04.03 am.

I have been driving around for longer than I thought I better get home before Dana files a missing person report.

As I enter our apartment the sight before me is just too fucking cute, Dana and Alice are asleep on the sofa and I couldn’t quite ascertain if they had fallen asleep wrapped in each others arms, or have ended up in each others arms while asleep.