Bette fiddled with the napkin and circled her feet around and aroundremembering how this once drove Tina up the wall..she looked at her coffeelooked at someone else feetthen looked up at Tina
Jesus H. Christ she was so ***** beautifula little skinny now and haggard but beautiful. Bette opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out..there was so much to say..
But where the ***** to begin? The chasm in past couple of years grew so large that neither knew how to express their deep feelings to each other and this moment was no differentin fact it was even harderfor Bette it was like trying to get that ***** apple dislodge from her throat so all these words could come tumbling out.
Tina held her gaze and ?Bette looked down againwhere to beginwhat to sayO God how nice of Tina to even look at BetteBette could not believe she offered to buy them both lunch..everything was decent. Bette even mumbled a little quiet apology and Tina acceptedbut she was so cold..Bette felt it freeze her nerves and it closed her vocal cordsshe had no idea what the ***** to say
She opened her mouththen opened it again and againshe could not hold Tinas eyes for longfinally though something did come tumbling out..
Tinawillyoupleasecomehome
uh excuse me?…Tina didnt even here herBette looked up at the store ceilingshe felt the control leaving againthis time it felt different..she was not fighting for her love backshe was instead opposite a woman who left and was not looking backwho was not even looking at Bette with any type of warmth in her eyesit tore Bette to the core, why was she here then? Did Tina want to hear Bette grovel to beg? Well ***** that she can shove that notion up her *****..Bette Porter does not beg.
Then how do u explain what she did next?…Bette looked down from the ceiling and started at her coffeeTina..come home please..
The atmosphere changed, Bette actually felt the energy coming from Tina change.it was like feeling a coming storm that was going to blow up any secondBette felt control slipping away and nearly fell off her chair..she leaned forward and saidbecause it was the only thing she could sayI love you T please come home.then Tina snapped
. YOU DARE TO TALK TO ME ABOUT COMING HOME YOU DARE TO SAY YOU LOVE ME WELL ***** YOU BETTE PORTER YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TORE EVERYTHING WE HAD APART BY ***** ANOTHER WOMAN AFTER ALL THAT HOOHAW YOU MADE ABOUT TRYING TO SEE ME ALL YOU CAN DO IS SAY THA! YOU PITIFUL WOMAN YOU PITIFUL PITIFUL WOMAN!!!
and with that Tina flung her coffee at Bette and left.