I can do this, I can do this… I know I can fucking do this! Come on Shane, pull your head out of your ass! You deserve this…Hell, she deservers this!

            …deserve…? DESERVE? What exactly is it that I’m supposed to be giving her that se deserves? I don’t have anything to give… nothing besides a broken heart. Gabe was right; I know exactly what he means… its in my blood. I don’t want to do that to her. I don’t want to build her up, just to make her fall again. I already did it once before, and that look… the look in her eyes when she found out… it broke me. I don’t want to do that again… I cant do that again…no…not to her. SHE, deserves better. She deserves someone who loves her more. Wait! Then does that mean she doesn’t deserve anyone, because no one could EVER love her more than I do. No… I can do this. She’s the only one I want. The only one who can make my heart skip a beat just by looking at me, by saying my name, by touching me… I need her.

            I can do this. If not for me then for her… for us. I would never do anything to hurt her, and right now, running off would kill her, so come on Shane, pull your fucking head out of your god damned ass!

            “Hey Shaney-Poo!” Alice screams, with a big smile, startling Shane out of her argument with herself. “Ready to get hitched?”

Shane lets out a sigh, finally settling her argument. “Alright. Let’s do this!”

“Yay!” Alice exclaims. “Let’s go!”

Alice holds out her arm, Shane takes it, and Alice proceeds to walk her best friend down the aisle…

            Half way down the aisle, Mercedes Morales walks up behind them and taps Shane on the shoulder.

            “Chane… che told mi to tell you, che hope someday you can forgive her and che is not proud of dis. Che say che is sorry. Chane, I’m sorry…”

“Shane…. Shane…”

Shane is woken up by Jenny, handing her a bottle of water and a few aspirin.