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Time will tell if we have made a good decision (Chap.4)
Sasha: "Yeah, I can imagine all the things he must have told you about me. That night I don´t know what happened to me. I mean, I was on fire for you but I didn´t know how to get close to you. When I liked a girl, what I usually did was offer her a drink, tell her a lot of sweet words in Spanish, Italian…Ah! and French – that never failed- and then I told her about my travels…Anyway, I impressed them – though sometimes I didn´t need to say a word. But you´re different, special, and I knew none of that will be enough. So I resigned myself to just watch you all night long. I already told you, you left me in a state of stupidity. Now I have to ask you something and please, be honest…Didn´t you realize I was crazy about you?"
Carmen: "No, not at all… at first. Later, I started to doubt about your real intentions, but I didn´t really know it until that night when we talked at the salsa club."
Sasha: "You can´t even imagine how much I suffered having to pretend to be just your friend. Those were the worst 41 days of my whole life, the worst torture in human history"
Carmen:"Hehehe!! You were keeping track of the days? Don´t exaggerate."
Sasha: "Exaggerate? That saturday -after the party- when we went to dinner and then I took you back to your apartment, when you said, before got out of the car, `I´d love it if we could be friends´, I felt like you´d stabbed me in the back, like someone threw a bucket of cold water on me. I thought, `How can you ask me for that? Are you blind? Can´t you see that I want to kiss you, caress you, sleep by your side…Why are you so mean?´"
Carmen: "So why didn´t you say anything?"
Sasha: " I knew you needed time- the sad look constanly on your face told me so – and I said `OK, I can be your friend. Besides, how long could it take you to realize what I feel for you?´. I never imagined I´d have to wait so long. Every single day, when I woke up, I said `Today, I´ve got to tell her´. But then I´d see you and be afraid of scaring you off if I told what was going on with me. I felt if I didn´t have you close to me, even if it was just as a friend, I was going to die. I was at a crossroads. On the one hand, I was suffering being just your friend; on the other hand, I knew I´d suffer more if I told you the truth and because of this you decided not see me anymore. It was like that U2 song, `With or without you´ .
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great update! finally after all this time they will finally meet.. hopefully.. i hope carmen sees that Sasha can never compare to Shane! update soon please =)
Carmen wont resist Shane lol can you imagine Shane talking spanish..aww so cute..i just wonder what will happen.
it seems fireworks are on the way…i wonder if nonna will give carmen shane’s letter
Hope that Carmans g/mother gives her shane lette. what will happen if the run into each other, Carman is stronger that Shane so if Carman love this woman will she tell Shane she has a new love and her name is’t Shane thanks
I can’t wait to see what’s going on next!! Anyway great post and please update soon!!!
wow, great update!I love your story so so so much hehehe. Post soon, will ya ;)