She shifted and lied on her side with her back to me. I was disappointed, she asked me to come to bed with her and now she’s turning her back to me? Ok, just sleep Porter. Then I felt she sat up, taking my right hand then she dropped back onto the bed again. She pulled my hand around her waist. I positioned myself to spoon her. I couldn’t believe I was spooning her. Then she moved again to press her back tighter onto me. I was struck. I was paralyzed, as my mind didn’t know how to function anymore. I could only concentrate on how it felt to have her whole body pressing onto me. Her hand was playing and brushing my arms around her, and her legs oh gosh, were teasing me by rubbing them on my right leg.

My mind suddenly awakens, and ran wild I couldn’t control myself or hold back anymore. I nuzzled my face into her hair and onto her back of neck. Then I started to kiss the back of her neck while tightening my hold around her, pressing myself harder onto her back. I felt like I couldn’t get her any closer. My hand started to make circle on her abdomen through her thin shirt and my legs were rubbing seductively on hers.

Then again, she moved and turned in my arms, now facing me I stopped and waited for her next move. She rubbed my arm up and down and then I felt her face inching closer to me. She stopped, very near from my face. I felt her warm humid breaths on me. It’s really dark in the room, I couldn’t see clearly. So I closed my eyes and with my instinct, I felt my way to her lips.

I moved my head ever so slowly towards her, I felt her breaths became shorter. I stopped, it felt like we were sharing one breath. I tilted my head and shifted to feel my way towards her. Our noses touched, I strolled my nose tip down from her nose tip to her cheek and then with my lips, I feel and brushed through her lips so lightly. I brushed her lips a few times to make sure I’ve found it, her lips she didn’t pull back or anything, so I started to suck on it and kiss her gently. I backed out slowly, she took a deep breath seconds later, she tighten her arms around me and then attacked my lips with hers. The kiss was so soft and tender but full or passions. Finally, my long locked love for her has finally been released. We kissed until we are out of air. I pulled away and open my eyes to look at her, I saw her, but I couldn’t see her eyes clearly. I felt tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn’t wait anymore “I love you” I declared softly while my hands playing and swiping back the locks of hair from her face.

There was silence this couldn’t be good I waited, but she didn’t move or made a sound. “Tee?” I was getting so anxious and my heart was going to come out from my throat. I turned to switch on the light on the nightstand. There she was, crying “Oh no, I’m sorry Tee” I started to kick myself in my mind and regret of all the things I’ve done stupid Porter, look what have you done. “Oh Tee” I held her tight, afraid that she’s gonna gone from my life from now on. She pulled away from my tight embrace *****, this is bad really bad, I wanted to faint and cry I’m so afraid of losing her. See you’ve scared your soul mate off the love of your life

“Noo Tee please” I begged. She rubbed her palm on my arm to calm me down. I pulled away a bit to look at her face. She was smilling Oh God, I’m going insane from all these roller coaster rides. Looking at her smilling, I loosen my arms, confused Then she took the chance to push me onto my back. She moved on top of me, straddled me and looked down at me while touching my cheeks and jaw softly. Looking deep into my ‘scared child look’ eyes, “Bette, I love you I’ve fallen in love with you since God knows when”

Tears welled up, these were happy tears, I was so bursting with love and so in love with this woman on top of me, “I love you Tee I’ve fallen in love with you for a long time”

“I know” Then she leaned in and pressing herself totally onto me and kissed me. I kissed her like it was gonna be the last time I kiss her. There it goes, the beginning of the rest of our lives.