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    Life: Altered 03.16 ~*~ Memory Fades

    Story written on November 28, 2005 by Janet Marie.
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=57934
    Author Notes:

    Bette wallows (with an appearance by BluJewel) – No one understands how Tina and Bette went wrong – Shane reacts oddly to the news – Marina and Jenny go home and talk – Quin and her mother spend some time together – Alice gets home to a romantic surprise – Bette calls Cassandra and she to gets a surprise

                “I’ll call Kit, she’s Bette‘s older sister, you hang tight Cassie, and I’ll call you with news when I get
    it.  I’m sure that     Tina     is fine; she and Bette had a fight.  It’s not the end of the world.”  She hung up with Cassandra and Cass hung her head, wishing for just an instant that Tina were here with her, instead of there
    with     Bette    .  She
    threw herself onto the couch, forgetting her food, and thinking of driving to
    LA when she got to     California    , it was only two hours away from the
    school.

                The front door crept open, and
    soft footsteps moved towards the bedroom, then stopped and turned, seeing a
    figure on the couch.  A gentle hand fell
    on Cassandra’s shoulder as she was deep in thought and she jumped, letting out
    a soft yelp.

                “Oh god!”  Cassandra said, coming face to face with Tina, eyes pleading and sad, but a weight was
    gone from her also.

                “Hi.”  Was all that Tina could say, and Cassandra grabbed her,
    gathering her in her arms as     Tina     began to cry, finding comfort and solace in the arms
    of this woman.

    Memory Fades
    11/28/04

    The evil in your gaze
    Like shard of glass in my soul
    I’m afraid of the 12 step plan
    You have in store for me

    You lose your control
    Then I can’t let go
    You tell me I’m weak
    Giving into my fear

    You scream at me
    I’m not lost in your words
    You’re the time bomb that we all fear

    I cut
    You bleed
    I will spin the tale
    Of the youth I wasted on you

    I’ve come to see
    Away from you I’ve found a home
    I feel ashamed of the life
    I once lay claim to with you

    I say my goodbyes
    Without the sorrow in my eyes
    You are a compromise

    The well is dry and still you dip your bucket
    It’s a shame your too late
    With the roses and the poems I hate

    I cut
    You bleed
    I will spin the tale
    Of the youth I wasted on you

    I drop to my feet
    Run until my legs give way to gravity
    I ran from the things I’ve done
    The things I’ll never do again
    I run from the life we led
    I cut
    You bleed
    I will spin the tale
    Of the youth I wasted on you

    My eyes lit with the prospect of a new life
    The memories stay with me
    But I trudge on

    All the broken pictures
    Are still in my mind as I live my world
    A new with a new tapestry
    Someday I’ll find a way to trade in all the pain
    You caused me

    For now – I bury it in me
    A wound that will someday heal
    Only to leave a faint scar
    And a memory of you

    I cut
    You bleed
    I will spin the tale
    Of the youth I wasted on you
    I cut
    You bleed
    Memories fade

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    3. I agree with Ira about Bette not having the right to be as upset as she is. Usually I mainly want to see what’s happening with Alice, but now I want to see just how Bette is going to handle the situation.

    4. OK, I’m slow on the uptake! I’ve just put this story into the context of your other story – and whow, it’s awesome. Am completely addicted – but have to get on with a report – where are the hours in the day! Definitely not liking this Bette and have never liked Candace!

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