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    Instinct part14 (final)

    Story written on July 18, 2008 by adicttosharmen.
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    It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do. To look you in the eye, and tell you I don’t want you, that I don’t need you.

    Chapter 14

     

    -One day later-

     

    “I know what I want to do for my last day on earth… it’s now clear” Shane mumbled.

     

    “What?” Alice asked.

     

    “I feel this ah… this ah, this-this, acceleration… it’s like, like I’ve finally figured it out. You know its like, its like, I was just sleeping and ah… and then I woke up and its, its just…It’s just… amazing. She said she loved me and when Dana died, I just… I shouldn’t have asked her to marry me… it was too soon”

     

    ‘What are you talking about? And you shouldn’t be talking!”

     

    “I thought it was right, but it wasn’t it, it… just wasn’t…My dad, my dad loved his wife, you know he did…. He loved her and he did that but … but, I’m not him… I’m not, I’m nothing like him… and I knew that, I just knew, but… I got confused, I got fucked, and I got scared. I made two mistakes, asking her to marry me, and leaving her at the altar. I need to tell her”

     

    “Wait, wait a second… tell her what?”

     

    “That I love HER and want HER to be MINE… I WANT TO MARRY HER”

     

    “Wait, but you just said you didn’t want to get married, that it was a mistake,”

     

    “It was then… not now. Now I know what I want… I want her, I need her, I love her and I’m not afraid of the future anymore… I’m only afraid of the future if I don’t have her in my life.”

     

    “Shane…”

     

    “Call her… NOW”

     

    —————————-

     

     

    SO, I’m back again at the hospital. It’s weird that before this I’ve never stayed in a hospital, but now I kind of feel like I live here you know… it feels like home. But I’m afraid what I call home isn’t the hospital…  it’s the person IN the hospital.

     

    “Hey! Carmen I’m glad you’re here Shane needs to talk to you” Alice said pushing me towards her room hurriedly

     

    “Why are you pushing me?”

     

    “Am I pushing you? I’m not pushing. I’m just making sure you know where it is. Helping you get there and all…”

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    1. wow, I didn’t think Niki was that happy with Carmen, my mistake. I’m not so sure that Carmen made the right decision and love can break a heart…Shane’s heart just died again.

    2. so…I went backwards a bit and now I get it…and yes, Carmen made the right decision for her. As for Shane, sometimes/most times we get to live and to learn from our mistakes and we live with regret but that’s life…I wonder if anyone is truly ever absolutely ‘happy’?. Thank u for the story, very profound.

    3. WOW!your so curel, but Carmen i guess knows wats best for her in the long run. I still would have loved to see them together in the end…..but hey thats how the cookie crubbled lol

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