There was no way that she could take advantage of a sweet girl like Camilla. She had already done so much for her.

“I have to go…” Dana said quickly as she stood up in a hurry.

Camilla mentally kicked her self for the decision she had made. She angrily scolded her self for being so stupid ‘Why? Why did she have to take a chance? There was no way that Dana was going to feel the same way, why did you have to peruse something that was never going to happen?’

“Dana wait.” Camilla stood up. “I’m sorry. I…”

“No…I’m sorry.” Dana responded. Her back still turned towards the younger girl. There was a hint of sadness in Dana’s voice as she spoke. She turned around and placed her hands on Camilla’s shoulders.

“I’m not what you’re looking for.” Dana said with a hint of sadness in her voice.

Camilla knew where this was going, and she understood why. Even though her feelings for Dana were strong, there was no way she could break up a happy relationship. Regardless if the person was alive or dead. She looked up at Dana with a sad smile and tears welling up in her eyes.

“You deserve some one who would give all their love to you. Not this…freak show.” Dana gestured to her self as she whispered into to her friend. With her pointer finger, she gently wiped away the tear that was spilled over Camilla’s face.

“A girl’s gotta try.” Camilla joked with a small laugh at the end. Dana let out a quiet laughter at Camilla’s statement. She walked over to her and placed a small kiss on the young girl’s forehead. Camilla closed her eyes tightly to fight the fresh tears that were threatening to spill onto her cheek.

“Goodbye…” Dana whispered. As Camilla opened her eyes she saw that she was alone. She sighed as she walked over to her bed and collapsed. The feeling of sorrow had come back along with a heavy mixture of guilt that was stirring inside her. She buried her face onto a near by pillow as she gently cried her self to sleep feeling lonelier than ever.