I walk out turn off the shower get dressed. I was starving….she was always hungry after…she would bring a snack back. A thing like that she won’t remember. Man I don’t know. The phone ringing on the counter snaps me out of my thought. I look around….I guess I should answer it.

”Yeah..hello…”

‘Shane….had a good morning…..” Jimmie asks.

“Yeah…. I uh…”

“Stop right there…I already know….it’s good for her recovery…she needs you…you need her…that way you will both be effective…hey come down to my office…bring Carmen with you…we need to talk…”

“Alright.”

And he hangs up. The handler walks me back over to her room and she is dressed. in these tight blue jeans and a tight white tank top, no shoes. She is putting on some open toed sandals. She notices me staring at her and she winks at me. We walk out of the room and make the long walk to Jimmie’s office.

As Sure As The Sun

CH 7

I may not remember Shane…not every thing about her. but what we did this morning felt 100 % right. Who ever I was Shane must have loved me. I couldn’t get the idea of her out of my brain. In the shower…I had to do it. I had to…if I didn’t I wouldn’t have been able to concentrate for the rest of the day. It’s weird doing that when you know…what the real feeling is like, when you just had it a while before.

We walk in silence. The handler. Shane then me. I noticed how Shane walked. Cool, so sexy, cool. A swagger. Had dirty thoughts about her. couldn’t stop thinking about her and she was two feet away. I felt a little out of control…those nighttime visits from her…come to life. Oh we were here.

Shane is in the chair. Jimmie is looking at me like anytime I was ready.

“Carmen I see you have your strength back.’ Jimmie says.

“Yes Jimmie those shakes you have prescribed they have been doing the job.”