"Did she make you come?"

"Well," I said, blushing, "yeah."

"Was she gentle and attentive?"

"Oh yes."

"Good, a lot of times women like her are rough and want to get off more than they want to get their partner off. So it was good?"

"Yes, I think."

"You think?"

"Well, I don’t have anything to compare her to do I?"

"I guess not," she said and we laughed. We talked for a while longer and then cleaned up. She went off to pack as did I. We’d be moving in a couple of weeks and graduation was just a few days away, so we were pressed for time.

After a couple hours, I decided to stop packing and go over the contract Bette gave me. I refilled my wine and got comfortable on my bed and started reading. Agreeing and acknowledging this sort of relationship, ok. Well being and proper training for the submissive? Is this a job? What! I have to be available Friday nights through Sunday afternoon, every fucking weekend. Bull fucking shit! I do have a life!

Health and safety. Punishment? What am I, a child? Oh my, a flogger, a whip….corporate punishment?! The dom shall not loan her sub to another dom. Well she sure as hell won’t, not that I would ever consider it. Restrain, handcuff or bind? That sounds hot.

Good health or seek medical attention when needed. I can’t masterbate, are you fucking kidding me?! Bullshit, how would she even know? Sub will direct herself to her dom in a respectful manner using ma’am, Miss. Porter or whatever the dom finds suitable. Sub will not touch her dom unless directed to do so.

The use of a safeword is to keep both the dom and the sub safe. Two safewords shall be used depending on the severity of the activity whether it be mental or physical. The use of the word "Gray" to let the dom know the sub is close to her endurance of pain. The use of the word "Black" is to let the dom know the sub cannot tolerate an further demands. And with that the dom will cease completely.

I looked at the clock and an hour and a half and I still have the appendices to get through. Obedience? I’m not a fucking dog. This will be tough, obey any instructions, agree to any sexual activity, do so without hesitation. Hmm. A minimum of eight hours of sleep? I’ve been a college student for four years, I run on four to six hours of sleep a night. Food; will eat three full meals from a perscribed food list. Hmm, I’m good with that. She will provide my clothing? What’s wrong with how I dress? Well, you do dress like a hobo sometimes. Thanks brain. A PERSONAL TRAINER FOR AN HOUR, FOUR TIMES A WEEK. Bull fucking shit I will! Personal hygiene. Not a problem. Beauty salon, ugh, problem. No drinking in excess, yeah, not gonna happen…again. No smoking, recreational drugs or putting oneself in danger.

Hard limits, now we’re getting into more of the…interesting stuff. No acts involving fire, urination, defecation, needles, knives cutting or any violence whatsoever. No acts involving children, the elderly, animals or that will leave permanent marks. Soft limits will be discussed with each party.

Then was a list consisting of things I will or will not consent to. Half of these things I didn’t even know, I’d have to look it up or ask her. After another hour my mind is full. I can’t even begin to fathom what is in store for me. But I am an open minded individual and will try whatever I feel comfortable with. I put the contract into my night table and fall asleep.