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    Your Winter – (Chapter: Prologue: Descent into Madness)

    Story written on May 28, 2007 by .bordello.apples..
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    Story Shortlink: https://assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14564
    Author Notes:

    This is an after prom fic. This particular chapter picks up less than a week after the shooting.

     

    Her fingers held tight at the neck of the bottle, and before she knew it, she had flung it through the air, watching as it crashed into the door her sister had just walked through. Glass shattered, and vodka spilled over the floor. And for some reason, Ashley smiled at her own destruction. She reached for her keys and stood, glancing down at her form. She was only in a wife beater and underwear. But, she didn’t care. Walking to her door, she felt the glass crunch into the soles of her feet. But, she didn’t care. She walked out, knowing exactly where she had to go. Bloody foot prints were all she was leaving behind, but she didn’t care.

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    A bullet doesn’t have to lodge itself inside of you to kill you. It doesn’t even have to graze your skin to make you bleed. Spencer Carlin knew that better than anyone. She died under a hail of gunfire… even though not one bullet shredded into her. She still cried out. She still bled out. And she still lost… everything.

     

    It was the silence that was hardest to bare. The deafening silence that seemed to fill the room, crowding her, reminding her… that she was alone, inside of four walls that seemed… confining. Smaller. Emptier. That’s what the silence was. Emptiness. She couldn’t escape it. But the saddest part was, she didn’t want to. Not anymore. She wanted the emptiness to settle inside of her, forcing her organs to atrophy. She was decaying, and with each breathe she let seep into her lungs, she was only drawing the decay out. Making it slower. Making it hurt more. Making the silence fill her, making the emptiness drain her. Making… her cringe with every second she survived. Because… it wasn’t a second that should belong to her. She no longer wanted it. Because it hurt too damn much to know she was owning it alone.

     

    She lied awake, her blankets crumpled at the foot of her bed. She was cold, but didn’t want to reach down to cover herself in warmth. There was no point. She was dead, dying… her screams masked inside an empty silence as both her brothers laid lifeless inside their own silence.

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    1. You know, it’s really rare to see a story full of paragraphs on the site these days. It’s a bit rejuvenating and I’m really excited about wherever you choose to go with this story. The talent is obviously there.

    4. You know, it’s really rare to see a story full of paragraphs on the site these days. It’s a bit rejuvenating and I’m really excited about wherever you choose to go with this story. The talent is obviously there.

    9. first of all… WOW… i love the writin style you have… it’s amazing… and you left me dying to know more… so please pleaseplease write more soon… i really wanna know where ashley went… and y the hell is spencer snuggling with madison?? thats just weird for me, sorry…lol… but ya, please write more soon, i truley LOVE it.

    10. first of all… WOW… i love the writin style you have… it’s amazing… and you left me dying to know more… so please pleaseplease write more soon… i really wanna know where ashley went… and y the hell is spencer snuggling with madison?? thats just weird for me, sorry…lol… but ya, please write more soon, i truley LOVE it.

    11. What a writer, you leave me speechless…Suprise end as well..Madison (interesting)I would really love to read more so when you get a chance…post post post…

    12. What a writer, you leave me speechless…Suprise end as well..Madison (interesting)I would really love to read more so when you get a chance…post post post…

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