Chapter 3

Staring at the blank page before me not knowing how to put these emotions into words, I’m good at writting lyrics but when it comes to how I really feel, I just can’t seem to convey it in words.
I need to chill out just let everything wash over me and start a fresh, so i get up from the floor and run to my stereo turning the music up so i lose myself in the uplifting beat of Hellogoodbye’s here in your arms. I’m dancing around completely into the music i didn’t notice Kyla and Aiden standing in my door way, it’s isn’t untill i hear the clapping i freeze up….damn i must of looked like an idiot!

“Woaw Ash that was entertaining” Kyla says whilst trying to hold in the laughter, unlike Aiden who is holding his sides in pain from laughing to much at Ashley.
“Oh Ash that was brilliant, when my sides stop hurting do it agian lol.”

“haha very funny, make fun of the person who is going through hell trying to write the perfect song for the perfect person.”
“awww Ash, your writting me a song thats so sweet. Your the best sister in the world.” Kyla says giving her sister a goofy smile that Ash can’t seem to help laughing about. “very funny Ky, you know I mean Spencer.”
“I thought you said you knew the perfect song?” Aiden says with a confussed expresion.
“Yeh I know but I thought about it and it’s just not got that something, god this is so hard.”
Knowing how hard and exhausting this must be for her, Aiden put’s and arm round his bestfriend and lays a kiss on her forhead. “Ash anything you decide to sing is going to be perfect, whether you write the words or not, they’ll be coming from the heart and that’s what counts.”
I gotta admitt it Aiden is write god when did he get all knowing and sweet, he has his girl moments, his tall muscley handsom girl moments lol.
 
“wow wow wow hold up, your singing?” Kyla says shocked
“erm yeh, why is that a bad thing?”
“your singing? A song? To Spencer?” still shocked at revaltion Kyla stares at her sister.
“Not just to Spencer but in fron of the whole school” Aiden says proudly, he knows how Ash feel about singing in front of people but she’s willing to put all of that behind her.
“Yeh, Ky is that a problem?”
“No No problem I’m just…..impressed! She says smiling at her sister.