‘Irky? Is that even a word?’

I pry my thoughts away from rude comments

‘In my defense, I swear he’s gay.’

“Yeah, no, it’s fine. She was probably just shocked, that’s all. Not many people in holly wood are willing to come out.” I say, trying to convince myself more then him.

I’m incredibly surprised at myself though. Normally I wouldn’t take that sort of crap from anyone. Depending on the person, I’d either ignore them or spaz at them. Normally I’d even hit those trying to defend them, i.e Stan. Instead, I was actually hurt by the way she reacted.

She really is getting on my nerves. The more I try to ignore her, the more I end up thinking about her.

“Good, cause I was scared that you were offended by that.” He breathes a sigh of relief.

I was.

“Of course not.” I give my best fake chuckle and smile that I had been perfecting for years, even before being famous. I was peeved, not by the fact that she completely brushed me off, but for the fact that I was hurt because of it.

We continued our conversation as we hear Spencer’s voice call out Stan’s name. I twist my head to see Spencer waiting for Stan, and I can’t help but stare. They engage in conversation, talking about boom mikes or something.

It’s then that I realize that all the traces or anger and annoyance I feel towards her disappear when I’m near her or actually see her. I feel like I could watch her all day. ‘But I mean, I’ve only known her for a day and a half, and I’ve barely said two words to her.’

I frown at the mixed messages that my head were giving me.

I can only sigh and think about the long day ahead of me.

Before long, okay no that’s a lie, after long, a long time after long, we finally called it a day. I’m now leaving the building twice as angry as I came. I take back what I said before. My anger doesn’t disappear around Spencer, instead it hides and manifests itself, and when she leaves it explodes in my face. Each time I saw her, she looked away. Each time I tried to talk to her, she brushed me off. Every time I got near her, she would move and leave, or take a few steps away from me.