Previously:

‘i’ve always loved you ashley’ she didn’t reply but kissed me again. i fell asleep in her arms and completely forgot all about kyla. nothing mattered to me now, i was next to the girl who had my heart.

from a distance i could hear ashley saying my name. i couldn’t tell if it was part of a dream or not but i soaked in the sound of her voice. i started to shake so i forced my eyes open, light from the window stinging them. ashley stood above me trying desperately to get me awake. i wiped the fuzziness out of my eyes and stared at her beautiful face. i couldn’t believe what had happened with us. my dream had become a reality and there was a happiness deep inside me that i had never felt before.

‘spencer! you need to get up! kyla’s gonna be home from the movie soon! hurry up!’ i sat up, kinda confused and trying to remember what had been going on before i got lost in my fantasy. kyla had gone to the movie with aiden, i had stayed home because i was too tired, and instead of sleeping, i had sex with her sister. she was gonna kill me! i sprang out of the bed and quickly threw on my clothes. i stopped at the doorway to look at ashley, she was brushing her hair in front of her mirror. she turned to meet my gaze but didn’t say anything. i wanted her to tell me that she loved me and that she wasn’t just using me. but she just continued to look at me, her expression unreadable. without a word i ran downstairs and threw myself onto the couch. i covered up and pretended to be sound asleep. my mind was whirling from thoughts of ashley and i knew that i was in for a sleepless night. what did this mean? was ashley messing with me? did she have feelings for me or was she just playing with my emotions? i couldn’t be certain. my train of thought was cut off as kyla burst through the door. i pretended to start waking up and slowly open my eyes. as i faked the sleepiness i turned towards kyla.