We got upstairs and in his room. I climbed on his bed and just laid there with me eyes closed I felt him climb on the bed next to me. I could feel him staring at me and I decided to open my eyes but they weren't open for long because he bent his head down and kissed me first it was just like our normal kisses but it got heated and he deepened it. We let all the frustration out in this kiss he slide his tongue along my bottom lip and I granted him access and our tongues were battling for domination he won of course but that could have been cause I let him win. I started unbuttoning his shirt and slide it off his shoulders and onto the ground. He broke the kiss and started playing with the bottom of my shirt I knew what he wanted and nodded my head as approval. he slipped my shirt over my head and kissed my lips again.

“Bella you are so beautiful” he trailed kisses down my neck stopped and sucked on my shoulder and made his way down. I was suddenly very aware were this was going and it had to stop.

“Edward” it came out like a moan and that made him smile I tried again

“Edward stop”

“What's wrong Bella?”

“I can't do it I was always told to wait till after marriage to have sex I'm sorry Edward I just can't do it. After we're married I promise but I can't now.” I got up and put my shirt back on and grabbed his shirt and he put his back on I climbed back in bed and kissed his cheek

“Edward this has nothing to do with you please don't think that. I love you I truly do but I was raised to save sex for after marriage.”

“It's ok Bella. I shouldn't have pushed you. I love you!” We stayed in silence for the rest of the night just tangled in each others embrace.

“Edward what about your car? and Charlie? What does he think?”

“Alice called Charlie and asked if you could sleep-over for a girls night because our 'cousins' are in to help with the wedding stuff.”