You look hot tonight spence.

Thanx ash you dont look to bad yourself.

Spence,ashley started with a worried look on her face has everything been ok lately with you I mean you have been acting diferent these last 2 weeks.

What do you mean diferent ash, what we havent spent every waking moment together so I’m acting diferent. Why cant I just be buisy what you dont want to be with me is that it. if thats it just tell me.Spencer was almost yelling at this point and didnt know why all she new is she was sure she was gonna die and she didnt want ashley to be there to see it. She loved her too much, and if ashley was ther she wouldn’t be able to except it she had to make ashley hate her.

Spence I’m sorry I was just worried, ofcourse you can be buisy and I love you, I’ll never stop. I’m sorry.

The rest of the ride was quiet and uncomfertable. when they pulled up to the party ashley started to say something but Spencer jumped out and ran into the party, ashly ran after her not understanding why spencer seemed so angry. But she new something was wrong and for once new it wasnt her.An hour passed and ashley still didnt know where spencer was. she tried calling her but kept getting voicemail. Ashley was getting worried now untill she saw a drunk spencer leave a bedroom with her arm wrapped around another girl ashlys size with dark hair and blue eyes and was smoking a joint passing it to spencer. Ashley with tears in her eyes ran up to them and punched theother girl to the ground looked at spencer and ran out to the car. Spencer saw the hurt in ashleys eyes and relized what she had doen or let ashly think she did was worse then telling her.so she ran after ashley.

ASH STOP.spencer screamed

Ash turned around tears in her eyes what spence, what, you said you would never hurt me.

I had to ash I had to get you to hate me.

Well you failed I could never hate you you just broke my heart.

No ash I didnt sleep with her I just wanted you to think I did so you would hate me.

Why ashley said with a strange look on her face confusion mixed with hurt.

Because I’m gonna leave you anyway I cant control when spencer said tears flowing heavely now

 WHY SPENCE WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME Ashley said they were both practically yelling and crying at this point now.ashly pulled spencer towards her and kissed her passionatly untill spencer pushed her away.

It’s over ashley spencer choked out between sobs I have to spare you the pain now

ashley could not believe this, whats going on she thought.

Why? ashley asked

Because

BEACAUSE WHY? U DONT THINK i DESERVE AN EXPLANATIN ON WHY YOUR LEAVING ME NOW OR WHY YOU’LL JUST END UP LEAVING ME.ashley yelled while teared flew down her face

Beacause I’m dying ashley I have cancer . ok and I dont want you to see me when it gets bad you just cant ok I don’t want you to have to deal with it. When I just end up dieing on you anyway.I’m gonna leave just like everyone else in your life when I swore to myself I never would. 

Ashley grabbed spencer in a tight embrace and they both fell to the ground crying in eachothers arms.