"So it seems like the party is ending and I didnt even get to dance or talk to you where were you ash?" I tried saying not trying to sound too desperate " I was everywhere babygirl I looked for you but I couldnt find you so i just came outside and suddenly all this people started to talk to me ahh what you doing after this? maybe we can chill? i was really looking forward to talk to you?" wow me and ashley hanging out by ourself okay now definetly call 911 my heart just stopped ahhh!!! "Su surre my house is like two minutes away from here we can walk there and talk for a while if you want too? " what am i getting myself into grr i should just run away go to china! no maybe become a nun! no maybe i should just be a nun living in china! Ahhh this is to much i gotta get a grip "well what are we waiting for lets go spence we got lots to talk about!" she said while grabbing my hand..

The walk to my house was amazing we held hands and after a while I was just fooling around with her by pushing her making her think she was gonna roll down all the hills around my house i was just being childish.. till I pushed her a lil too hard and took me with her while she started rolling down the mini hill she just held on to me so tight and our faces were so close, we kept giggling like we were 5 again it was so natural it was just so fun.. "I feel so safe in your arms its weird but i just wanted to let you know that" i couldnt say anything but just stare and yup drool once again she was so adorable and just the fact that she was on top me just inches away from my face i couldnt stop it "Okay the first time i though the drool was cute adn adorable but now it just creepy do you have like drooling problems sweetheart" SHUT up u had to ruin the moment didnt you? i couldnt help but get upset at that comment i mean come on it was such a perfect moment and boom she had to say that! " no no i was only playing the truth is i do think you are adorable please dont be mad i just didnt want it to be awkard" ashley admitted with truthful look on her face "okay okay i wont get mad but only because you are so gorgeous and I dont want to ruin this night" Later we got to my house and went to my room and we talked for hours she actually showed me her real side a side that i dont think anyone could see but lucky me she trusted me. "So did you do any crazy thing this summer? come on miss innoncent you had to have done something?" yea I did so many crazy things that summer but the one thing i wanted her to know was about that night when i kissed 3 girls i wanted her to know what she though about the subject in general to see if i had some kind of hope… "omg thats a pretty cool summer story i wish i could of done something like that i mean i kissed girls but nothing special like that" she said just sitting in front of me like nothing was going on "well anyone would be lucky to kiss you ash everything about you its just amazing" then she said something i never though I would hear her say "Spencer you make me feel like someone better someone that is the real me.. I been wanting to do this since we met ever since i saw those beutiful ocean blue eyes I want to be part of your summer story just umm would you mind if we kiss?"

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